various thoughts
I worry too much. About everything. All the time.
I sent in my application for graduation. After more years than I care to think about I might actually get a degree. Holy hell, maybe it wasn't all for nothing!
Brianna said "puppy" and "more" today.
I think about Brian a lot, and miss him very much. It's hard to believe that so many years have passed since we last talked, since I said goodbye. This year has been the hardest, though. Something about Brianna bringing so much happiness into my life, and knowing how much Brian wanted children of his own, has made me realize even more what he would have had in his life had he survived the cancer.
Max and I can still manage good conversation. Considering the fact that we live together, spend most of our time with each other, and I do very little outside of the house, I find this utterly amazing...but very very good for our relationship.
I've been turning in applications like crazy, and have yet to get a response from anywhere. Stupid economy.
Due to the above statement I am seriously considering pursuing a Masters in Education. ASU has a program which looks pretty interesting...and you have to love the online state school thing (cheaper than the alternative, and I get to be home with my little bug).
Even though I have been *sucking* at updating I do read my friends page often. Please don't feel unloved!
I started watching a 19 month old full time to bring in some extra cash. Her mother is kinda crazy, but she is pretty well behaved. I think Brianna enjoys having her around...although I wouldn't say she felt the same about Brianna!
I sent in my application for graduation. After more years than I care to think about I might actually get a degree. Holy hell, maybe it wasn't all for nothing!
Brianna said "puppy" and "more" today.
I think about Brian a lot, and miss him very much. It's hard to believe that so many years have passed since we last talked, since I said goodbye. This year has been the hardest, though. Something about Brianna bringing so much happiness into my life, and knowing how much Brian wanted children of his own, has made me realize even more what he would have had in his life had he survived the cancer.
Max and I can still manage good conversation. Considering the fact that we live together, spend most of our time with each other, and I do very little outside of the house, I find this utterly amazing...but very very good for our relationship.
I've been turning in applications like crazy, and have yet to get a response from anywhere. Stupid economy.
Due to the above statement I am seriously considering pursuing a Masters in Education. ASU has a program which looks pretty interesting...and you have to love the online state school thing (cheaper than the alternative, and I get to be home with my little bug).
Even though I have been *sucking* at updating I do read my friends page often. Please don't feel unloved!
I started watching a 19 month old full time to bring in some extra cash. Her mother is kinda crazy, but she is pretty well behaved. I think Brianna enjoys having her around...although I wouldn't say she felt the same about Brianna!