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I havent been able to update since x-mas, but im over my baby's house to i have internet access <3
well in other news, ive been pretty depressed the last few weeks. not quiet sure why but yeah ive been sad and bytchy lately....
I talked to Brittany's mommy a few days ago, she volunteered at the daycare where im staying... it was nice to see her.
She told me how brittany and the baby was doing, since me and brittz dont speak anymore. she has her life and her own family now. i guess i can understand why she did what she did.... but yeah it still kinda hurts. i do wish the best for brittany karl and their new family.....i hope everything goes well for her.
Yeah speaking of ppl i dont talk to... i dont talk to denise much either... i saw her mommy at mcdonalds one nite and yeah she told me to stop by .. so i did.. and denise just kinda ignored me..so yeah whatever fuck her... she wasnt there for me when i was pregnant , yet she asks me to stay in jersery cuz she is... but when i try to be there she ignores me...so yeah whatever...
I miss Aeris. i heard she was suppose to come to jersey sometime soon...but brittz mommy doesnt know when soon is...its gotta suck.....not knowing when your going to see your grandchild.. i cant imagin what my mommy's going through being in VA and all...
but yeah... lets skip bad news and go to some GOOD/GREAT news <3
If everything goes well.....By Feb.1st bill zeke and i should be moving in our apartment...not the best place to move...but its not a shelter...so yeah thats a + :)
Chestnut Lane Apartments..... close by.. we both know the area...and its around where we both grew up...so yeah...its good... i just hope my brother and sister get their apartment too... i cant stand to think of me having my own place before my brother... i mean god.. the longer it takes them the harder its going to be for them.....i dunno maybe i just need to calim down a tad....who knows what the future holds for any of us....
well yes.... i wish the best for everyone who reads this...
brittany if you read this i am deeply sorry for what i did... but shit happens and its in the past....the future is in front of us now.. good luck with the baby!
* Till the happiness runs out *