Feb 25, 2005 17:26
its amazing to have a person you think is your friend turn out to actually be your enemy. i know your not supposed to believe anything you hear and only half of what you see, but i trust this person wouldnt lie to me and i trust that when she said she stuck up for me that she did and i respect that, but the "friend" who totally blinded me with nice words when they were feeling something totally different is the one i dont respect...i dont understand how someone could be so wrapped up in themselves that their friends become oblivious to them, i cant even imagine life without my friends but apparently this person can because it seems like thats exactly how its turning out to be
i'm starting to realize how obvious you made it and how dumb i was to not see it..you came to us, us being your "friends", when you were in need, but when we needed you, you werent there to help...i idnt see it at first or maybe i just iddnt want to because i believed you were a nice person, but after i heard what you had said, it really made me think, that maybe you just dont care about my feelings..or others for that matter..but i wouldnt know..i only know that you truely hurt mine..you shouldnt be so scared you know, i would never steal someones boyfriend, im not that kind of person and that makes me so mad that you would think i would do something like that..but you know..life goes on, right? things mess up and things get cleaned up..i guess this is one of the messy things in life..but not for me..for you..
sometimes people confuse me with the way they act..
<3 amy
P.S: i dont want any nasty comments if you dont know me or the situation, dont you darre judge this book by the cover..you need the details first, but you not getting them from me..so no nasty comments unless you know the whole situation..