Feb 10, 2005 20:34
today was..well..interesting, not any better than the days before it..i was a little puzzeled though when paisley (dang i think i spelt that wrong oops) came up to me and was like "hey amy, how are you" and im like im ok thanks you? and she said "yeah im doin good..i hear good things about you" and im like hmm like what? and she said "that your happy" and im like O? and then she started giggling like she knows something i dont..and it really made me thinking, i hope rumors arent goin around again about me bein a "Whore" because i cant take that right now, id end up crying again and i dont need that right now or ever...
but umm..on the brightside of things hmm..well i dont know whats on the brightside of things..i went to WGI practice..duh me being a roadie and all and hung out with sterling..we made signs, wrote our signitures..go figure..we were bored as all get out! um..my band, concert 1 band, is having a festival practice on wednesday of next week cuz i think mr.marshall said we're adding people to our percussion cuz we dont have enough..we only have like 4 people in out percussion, its pretty bad..
nothing else really happened..EXCEPT..last night me and sterling went to discover mills and went to try on dresses again except this time we took cameras, i know we are extremely lame, but what else were we gonna do?? we were bored..then we went to coldstone and got ice cream, which is really good ice cream by the way, then went to charlotte russe to try on hoish outfits..lemme tell ya..i looked disguesting..we took ONE picture of the ho outfits cuz it was the only decent on lol thats how bad it was..eww..
anyways..after a reality check with my stomach and realizing yet again that i have got a rather flabby stomach, i think im gonna start working out again..try to at least..i stopped running in my neighborhood which is bad cuz tonight me and sterling ran around the gym a ton of times and i almost collapsed i was barely breathing and my lungs hurt...omg..im WAY out of shape..so anyways..i think im not gonna have a LJ icon..it'll get in the way of my LJ background and i love my background so for now, no icon..and i dont care i kinda like it better that way..
well i think im gonna go..i think tomorrows entry will be one of those deep ones cuz ive got a ton to say now...nevermind i'll just say it now and make this thing one big huge entry...here it goes
by the way..dont look at this if your gonna leave nasty comments, just dont..because i dont wanna hear it..i honestly dont..::
ok i absolutely hate it when guys think that they do everything right! they think everything that they do is right and whatever anyone else does is wrong..least most guys ive seen have been like that..or maybe just one idk but if its just one then this guy does it a lot! but i think its all guys and i hate it, you arent always right so stop acting like your king of the world mr.know-it-all...geez
another thing is, stupid rumors..why do people feel the need to gossip and tell rumors about people that probably arent even true?! i feel, and many others feel, that i have to totally isolate myself into being some goodie goodie in order for people NOT to say stuff about me..but what i have figured out, is that as long as i dont respond to any of these lame rumors, they'll go away, cuz they'll realize its not true..most, if not all, arent true! they're absolutely false and i know im talking about one or two rumors but still..a rumor is a rumor and people need to learn that if you dont know the person, dont say crap about them behind there back..its just plain rude and downright mean..
and another thing..im sick and tired of seeing my friends coming to me crying over the fact that there boyfriend has dumped them or hurt them..i hate it and i dont want to see it anymore..it makes me sad knowing my friends are in pain because i love all of my friends and im not gonna let a guy get in the way of them being happy because none of my friends deserve to be treated like crap and if your a guy and youve EVER hurt a girl, then i suggest you apologize to her immediately..even if you havent spoken to her in ages..she'll still appreciate it believe me..and for those of you guys who are going out with any of my friends, i will hunt you down and kick your a-- if you ever hurt my friend..(i know it sounds cleige or however you spell it)..but..i cant gurantee i'll beat up the big guys..sorry im not that strong..lol
one more thing..those of you who are leading fake lives..give it up..you know, the two-faced lying kinda people who think they can have 2 seperate lives with 2 different groups of people yeah that kinda of live is nothing..learn to be yourself, im more than positive theres someone out there who'll love you more if you just be yourself..maybe you'll lose friends maybe you wont..its a risk sure, but..if you hadnt of begun your life like that, this wouldnt be a problem..
hmm..i think im done..
well..im hungry..byee
<3 amy