o wow its cold..but so pretty outside!

Jan 29, 2005 13:17

its most definately freezing..actually its below freezing which makes it extremely cold out..even though im sure its the same temperature inside my house as it is outside of my house..i dont know why my mom keeps our house so freakin cold! she bought a small portable heater than she sets up in the living room that only heats up the space that it sits at..im like wow this helps..i practically have to put my face up to it to get warm (its the size of my face too by the way)
i woke up this morning and i was like hey it snowed! but then i remember no..just an ice storm..and as i was watching these 100 some odd robins in my yard eating the miniature pears that fell off my tree, i could hear the faint screaming and laughter of these stupid idiotic children on the other side of my neighborhood playing in the ICE..its not snow stupid..even though it took me a few minutes to figure it out! but hey..i still think its snow..with some ice lol
im not going anywhere today, only cuz my mom is paranoid that we're gonna get into a crash if we go out there..she wouldnt even go to the store to buy me breakfast cuz we were out of ALL the cereals..i was like mom..im starving and she said "fine i'll make you homemade waffles and eggs" and as grateful as i was to hear her say "homemade" since she never makes a homemade breakfast, i still wanted my cereal! and i dont care if i keep spelling that wrong!
im so extremely bored and i know this weekend im gonna get fat(ter) because when im home and bored with nothing to do or no where to go, i eat..bad habit i know stop tellin me..so..yeah
and to those of you who dont think im fat..your only saying that cuz your my friend and you dont want me to be mad at you or feel sad..well im already sad because the only reason i think im fat is cuz 5 people yesterday told me i was so..yeah..ive got my reasons to think im fat and then my own conscience tells me im fat what with me noticing my big thighs, enormous hands, and blubbery arms i think its only logical for me to think that i am fat..so..whatever..dont worry im not gonna go through one of those eating disorders, id have to be insane to do that cuz 1. i hate throwing up so bulemia is out of the question and 2. i love to eat to much to just stop eating altogether so anorexia is out of the question..so there..no worries..
man its reall pretty out..
k im done updating..
byebye
<3 amy
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