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soo. i just went home for a night. sadly, i've only been at fredonia for 2 weeks and it was already nice to get out and see my friends.
being with kirsten, meredith and jackie made me realize how much i love them and how much they make me laugh. i really don't laugh much here. like i will, but its not the laughing that makes you cry, or makes your stomach hurt and you can't breathe. and i think thats sad. i'm not saying i'm sad and i hate it here. i'm just..i dont know, neutral.
it's college. i started over and i wasn't ready to.
i was really happy and comfortable with the life i was living. seeing my friends and my boyfriend every day was really all i wanted. there was no such thing as time and everything was fun.
now..
i'm counting down the days until i can see them again. and it's sad.
i wish it wasn't like that.
blah.
being with kirsten, meredith and jackie made me realize how much i love them and how much they make me laugh. i really don't laugh much here. like i will, but its not the laughing that makes you cry, or makes your stomach hurt and you can't breathe. and i think thats sad. i'm not saying i'm sad and i hate it here. i'm just..i dont know, neutral.
it's college. i started over and i wasn't ready to.
i was really happy and comfortable with the life i was living. seeing my friends and my boyfriend every day was really all i wanted. there was no such thing as time and everything was fun.
now..
i'm counting down the days until i can see them again. and it's sad.
i wish it wasn't like that.
blah.