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I was in my room when I heard a knock at my door. I went to go see who it was, but when I went to open it, no one was there. I sighed, looking around. Maybe I'm hearing things...great. Slayer going crazy. Wouldn't be suprised though. I closed the door and went over and sat down on my bed. I wondered where Angel was. I hadn't seen much of him today. I saw him this morning, but we didn't really talk, just briefly passed each other. I guess it is a little awkward, with me and Spike and all for him.
I got up and walked out of my room after getting dressed. I went up to the third floor where Angel's room was and stood outside his door. I hesitated just before I was about to knock. Then, suddenly I froze. I stood very still and I could literally hear my heart pounding in my ears. I walked a little closer to the door and put my hand over my mouth, a tear forming in my eye. What did I hear in his room? Nothing else that him and Faith doing....something together. I closed my eyes, letting the tear fall down my cheek and took my hand down from my mouth. I stared at the door and heard her say something to him, then a crash inside. I turned and ran away from the door, more tears falling.
I got back to my room, went inside and slammed the door shut. I turned around and stood against the back of it and slid down to the floor. Yeah, I know, I'm with Spike..I think. But seeing..or hearing Angel with Faith just hurt. It just hurt. And with Faith? Wow. I wiped my eyes as I just sat there. Then I thought about if maybe Angel had felt me outside his door, or even Faith. We had that slayer connection thing going on. I closed my eyes, hoping neither of them did.
I got up and walked over to my bed and collapsed down onto it, and just cried myself to sleep.
(( open to anyone..maybe Angel or Faith? :( ))
I got up and walked out of my room after getting dressed. I went up to the third floor where Angel's room was and stood outside his door. I hesitated just before I was about to knock. Then, suddenly I froze. I stood very still and I could literally hear my heart pounding in my ears. I walked a little closer to the door and put my hand over my mouth, a tear forming in my eye. What did I hear in his room? Nothing else that him and Faith doing....something together. I closed my eyes, letting the tear fall down my cheek and took my hand down from my mouth. I stared at the door and heard her say something to him, then a crash inside. I turned and ran away from the door, more tears falling.
I got back to my room, went inside and slammed the door shut. I turned around and stood against the back of it and slid down to the floor. Yeah, I know, I'm with Spike..I think. But seeing..or hearing Angel with Faith just hurt. It just hurt. And with Faith? Wow. I wiped my eyes as I just sat there. Then I thought about if maybe Angel had felt me outside his door, or even Faith. We had that slayer connection thing going on. I closed my eyes, hoping neither of them did.
I got up and walked over to my bed and collapsed down onto it, and just cried myself to sleep.
(( open to anyone..maybe Angel or Faith? :( ))