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[trueslayer26]

After Cordy left me in my room, I just sat there and thought some. Mostly about my vision or prophecy I saw..oh man. So the First wasn't dead after all. Could it even be dead? I put my head into my hands, closing my eyes. Why me? Why. Why couldn't it be Faith? Well it was her too, but you know what I mean. I got up and walked over towards the

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[happymealeater]

"So what's with the insomnia slayer, moppet?" I smiled at Buffy as I saw her stolling down the hall. I had found that the hotel wasn't a very cozy place and could lose myself in it and had every intention on being alone tonight.

"There, There, Buffy smile, I wasn't gonna bite you." I raised an eye brow stepping out of the shadows, "Sorry for disappearing earlier, all the girls and the chaos was a bit too much. Nothings really has changed much since Sunnydale, back..."

I let my voice drift off shoving my hands in my coat pockets. The memories of the Summers home and all the slayers camping out. The girls scared and waiting for the big fight. Now here they were but called. The fight over and done with, empowered and ready to face a new battle

[trueslayer26]

I turned quickly around when I heard a familiar voice behind me. Spike them stepped out from the shadows. I tried to smile at his comment.

"Oh, nah its fine." I said to him.

Then, he started talkig about him being back, but then he like changed. His face became so full of anger. Not at me, I hope not.

I just looked at him. I'd never seen him like this before..so mad. Then, he stopped. I could see that his fists were clenched in his hands.

"Spike..and yet what?" I asked softly, not wanting to set him off again.

He just stared at me.

"Uh, Spike? You okay?" I asked, raising an eyebrow at him.

[happymealeater]

I was scaring Buffy and that was never my intention, I never wanted her to be afraid of me. She had every right to fear me, I was the monster, who had tried to kill her and... I could feel the veins in my neck pulsating and bulging, memories horrible ones flashing in my mind, no wonder the powers that be wanted to take away my soul.

Reaching up with my hands I pulled on my hair letting out a loud grunting sound. I felt like my head was going to explode. Ever since I got here, the world has been a bloody haze moving all around me with everyone wrapped up in their own problems and I was at a stand still.

I was broken. The anger, the pain, it was there and I was barely holding on. Was I going to cry?

"Oh bloody hell, love, I ... " with all the frustration in me I turned and threw my fist through the nearest wall. I felt the blood run down my fist and I just looked up at Buffy and showed her, my eyes softened and all I could say was....

"Ow."

[trueslayer26]

I just watched him be his crazy self for a bit, until he shot his fist threw a wall and started the bleed and the first thing he says is 'ow.' Well duh.

He was sort of scaring me too, I knew he wasn't doing it on purpose, but he was being scary.

"Uh Spike..do you wanna talk some?" I asked, taking his hand and pulling it down from the wall. A smile crept onto my face.

"See, thats why you don't just punch walls. Never good." I said, smiling some.