me and carlos?!?!?!
today was our friendship tourney. we played chula vista, allied gardens, ramona, and clairemont. we were 4-0. yay us!! but since we had to play on the grass i was all jacked up. cuz im allergic to grass (fa reals) so my eyes were RED and my throat's itchin, and i had a headache, and i couldnt see cuz the ball would go way up in the air and the sun would block it and we couldnt see. but we still won. lol. so yeh, luis and alex were there. but alex left after a while. and then luis stayed and cheered us on and me and him talked and walked together. and then we started playin catch with niko's baseball. then me and my dad gave him a ride home. i was talkin to ash yesterday and i told her about how i like luis but i doubt i'd date him and she asked me why and i think i got it. with him, i like the whole flirting thing/attraction goin on between us. but i dont think that a relationship between us could go to far. i mean, im not lookin to get married, but when i get in a relationship, i dont want somthin that ima only b in for like a month. i was to really like that person and stay in a relationship with them for a long time. i need somthin more than attraction. like i like luis cuz he's funny, and cool to talk to, and he's real nice and stuff. but i also want someone who's God fearing, and someone i can see myself with for a while. i dont see that with luis. at least not for the moment. i can only see myself with one person who fits all the above "criteria" at the moment. and im sure u can figure out who he is. lol. tomorrow is mother's day. i got my mom's stuff like 3 weeks ago. im so proud for being considerate and bein on top of things for once.
o yeh. today was the prom. i was ridin with my dad in the car and this was our convo:
dad: if you were senior going to prom right now, who would u want to take you? luis?
me: (i just stared. he doesnt know i like him, and ima keep it that way. lol)
dad: ima have coach mello's nephew take you.
me: carlos??
dad: yep. tell him i said he's already got a date reserved for next year. i'll buy his tux and everything. i'll even drive you guys there and pick you up
me: o no dad. you cant be doin all that. either me and my friends gon chip in for a limo, or carlos better have a car or borrow coach's car.
dad: how old is carlos?
me: 16
dad: 16!!
me: yeh. he's only one month older than me. how old did you think he was?
dad: older than 16. i dont know about that. you might call yourself likin him already.
me: no dad. i dont like him like that.
yeh. that was our convo. i know who i'd want to take me right about now. but i didnt tell my dad who that was. when i told my dad i liked mark like 2 years ago him and my mom laughed at me. they were like "you like mark!?!?" i guess it was odd since i've known him all of forever. but to everyone else it seemed so painfully obvious. so of course i wasnt gonna tell him that that's who i'd want to take me to my prom.
well dang. this wasnt sposed to b that long. ima leave you with some lyrics from this real pretty song. if u know the name of the song or the rest of the lyrics. can u give em to me? merci. au revoir.
"and with this ring, i will commit to you. till death do us part, you'll be here in my heart. and i know, i'll be good to you. lovin you, and only you for the rest of my life."
o yeh. today was the prom. i was ridin with my dad in the car and this was our convo:
dad: if you were senior going to prom right now, who would u want to take you? luis?
me: (i just stared. he doesnt know i like him, and ima keep it that way. lol)
dad: ima have coach mello's nephew take you.
me: carlos??
dad: yep. tell him i said he's already got a date reserved for next year. i'll buy his tux and everything. i'll even drive you guys there and pick you up
me: o no dad. you cant be doin all that. either me and my friends gon chip in for a limo, or carlos better have a car or borrow coach's car.
dad: how old is carlos?
me: 16
dad: 16!!
me: yeh. he's only one month older than me. how old did you think he was?
dad: older than 16. i dont know about that. you might call yourself likin him already.
me: no dad. i dont like him like that.
yeh. that was our convo. i know who i'd want to take me right about now. but i didnt tell my dad who that was. when i told my dad i liked mark like 2 years ago him and my mom laughed at me. they were like "you like mark!?!?" i guess it was odd since i've known him all of forever. but to everyone else it seemed so painfully obvious. so of course i wasnt gonna tell him that that's who i'd want to take me to my prom.
well dang. this wasnt sposed to b that long. ima leave you with some lyrics from this real pretty song. if u know the name of the song or the rest of the lyrics. can u give em to me? merci. au revoir.
"and with this ring, i will commit to you. till death do us part, you'll be here in my heart. and i know, i'll be good to you. lovin you, and only you for the rest of my life."