Pissed and pregnant
So as the title says: I'm pregnant.
Now this is not a good thing by any means..so please curb the "OMZ CONGRADS BABIEEZZZZ"
also "sorry that sucks" really isn't needed, sorry to sound bitchy but this is just life..here's the lowdown
I'm prolly bout 2-3 weeks. seeing as we hadn't had sex for six weeks cause kev got his cock pierced (yes it's cool) so i've got a timeline. I'm 5days late and took a test. I'm already starting the miscarriage process with the cramps and the feeling of the gunk breaking down. I'm getting a hold of the dr tomorrow. In augusta when i had my miscarriage i was told that if there is no heartbeat, a DNC would be good for me, so i wouldn't have to go through all the pain of passing stuff. On the other hand I kinda liked seeing my placenta the first time (yes, I'm weird)
At this point I hope that this is enough of a warning sign to the doctors that I NEED bitth control method, like an IUD...and that they should do it soon insteead of telling me to "wait until I've had my first child"
I like kids..nothing against them.
but Fuck That Noise.
I'm not ready to bring a child into the world..knowing that MY want to have a cute little baby and be motherly means that this kid who didn't ask to be born, will have MY health problems. no child should be forced to be on insulin, because their mother just wanted warm fuzzies by having a baby.
Wow that's rude, but true.
I'd feel irresponsible and guilty brining a child into this world, knowing they could have my health problems.
So damn you euterus, and damn you sperm.
Euterus you're getting a rude awakening soon, be prepared for the t-shaped device of DOOM.
And if the pure fact that my body is rejecting this miracle of life isn't enough..i'm sure when i tell the doctors i've been taking Lexapro,Percocet,Tramadol,ambien and smoking and that the fetus will most likely no survive that heartbeat or no heartbeat,should get their attention..
Any comments are ok, but don't feel you ahve to
and another note. my yahoo email is screwed up it won't show the body of the message so any emails people might send, would be better sent via Myspace message :)
Now this is not a good thing by any means..so please curb the "OMZ CONGRADS BABIEEZZZZ"
also "sorry that sucks" really isn't needed, sorry to sound bitchy but this is just life..here's the lowdown
I'm prolly bout 2-3 weeks. seeing as we hadn't had sex for six weeks cause kev got his cock pierced (yes it's cool) so i've got a timeline. I'm 5days late and took a test. I'm already starting the miscarriage process with the cramps and the feeling of the gunk breaking down. I'm getting a hold of the dr tomorrow. In augusta when i had my miscarriage i was told that if there is no heartbeat, a DNC would be good for me, so i wouldn't have to go through all the pain of passing stuff. On the other hand I kinda liked seeing my placenta the first time (yes, I'm weird)
At this point I hope that this is enough of a warning sign to the doctors that I NEED bitth control method, like an IUD...and that they should do it soon insteead of telling me to "wait until I've had my first child"
I like kids..nothing against them.
but Fuck That Noise.
I'm not ready to bring a child into the world..knowing that MY want to have a cute little baby and be motherly means that this kid who didn't ask to be born, will have MY health problems. no child should be forced to be on insulin, because their mother just wanted warm fuzzies by having a baby.
Wow that's rude, but true.
I'd feel irresponsible and guilty brining a child into this world, knowing they could have my health problems.
So damn you euterus, and damn you sperm.
Euterus you're getting a rude awakening soon, be prepared for the t-shaped device of DOOM.
And if the pure fact that my body is rejecting this miracle of life isn't enough..i'm sure when i tell the doctors i've been taking Lexapro,Percocet,Tramadol,ambien and smoking and that the fetus will most likely no survive that heartbeat or no heartbeat,should get their attention..
Any comments are ok, but don't feel you ahve to
and another note. my yahoo email is screwed up it won't show the body of the message so any emails people might send, would be better sent via Myspace message :)