the district sleeps alone tonight
i feel really disconnected from everyone. i feel like i cant tell anyone anything anymore because most of the time they really don't care. i've discovered this when trying to tell some of my friends things about my life. they don't listen or they just turn it back to themselves. i give people so much time to talk about their problems indepth and when i start saying whats going on in my life it turns into "oh well i got to go, ill talk to you soon!". i was like i just gave you three hours and you gave me five minutes, thanks for that. i feel abandoned by my friends because of that. i feel like so many things are going on in my life and absolutely no one knows about them. thats a lonely feeling! i can't really talk to my friends at school because they hate feelings. its funny to think that when im listening to these people go on and on about their life i can sit there and think do you even know what i did last weekend? do you know who any of my friends are? do you know anything about my life at all? im hoping this pattern changes soon