I promised I'd write tonight because a bunch has happened in the past few months. I'll start with the most recent and work my way back. Joe Suba, the guy ive had a crush on all summer (who works with me/linds at lutheran general hospital in the guest services department...thanks mrs schaffner!) finally has indirectly asked me out. too bad im ( Read more... )

i learned a lot about myself tonight. mainly that i rely on my friends and guys to make myself happy. thats messed up. i lose all respect for myself when my friends get guys and i dont. that makes me think about how ugly i must be. god, when am i going to get over this? i dont know how. its unfortunate.

I got some bad news this morning ( Read more... )

Opening Credits: Gideon - My Morning Jacket ( Read more... )

So I mostly use live journal to bitch as you can tell from my previous entries. I think i'm going to just tell about a good story so i actually have some memories written down from college. last night was the friday of little 5, if you don't know what little 5 is ill tell you! little 500 is a bike race that all the frats and sororities get involved ( Read more... )

how badass is this new setup? i really like it!

listening to jack johnson, i really realize how much i appreciate his lyrics. this really has nothing to do with what im about to discuss but i said that to avoid what i really am about to talk about. this is amusing because this entry is about avoidance. i found out that a major part of getting into grad school is having a lot of community service ( Read more... )

so today i was faced with an interesting statement: "kat you are immature". thats the first time anyone has told me that before and frankly it really hurt. vanessa said that to me while we were talking about how i was once called an "old soul". i had been thinking about maturity recently and i decided most people think its when you become serious, ( Read more... )

its funny how one really good/simple night can change your idea of things. i was recently listening to keisha cole, a soul singer, talk about some of her songs and i noticed we figured out some of the same things. She said that the biggest challenge in her life was to realize that you cant force someone to love you. i realized i was coming to that ( Read more... )

this has been the worst night ever. its freezing cold, i had to walk home alone, my friends made me feel like shit, and every boy that ive ever known has used me. good times.