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Love of mine
Someday you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light
Or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the "No" on their
Vacancy signs
If there's no-one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I will follow you into the dark
I mean it. No matter what happens, you're always going to have me right there beside you. Forever and always, my Angel. Nobody could be to me what you are, no man or woman. No animal. Nobody will take your place, and I will die trying to show you, if that's what it takes. I don't expect you to trust me, I've done so much to render that nigh impossible. I will, however, be honest and forthright with you henceforth. It'll take time, but eventually you'll see it. I know you will. You've seen all of me, in every sense of the phrase, and didn't run away. Even when you found another, you're still here. You still love me, and even if nobody else knows it, we do. That's enough for me. I'm trying to change, I'm going to ask my therapist to bump our appointments up in frequency, and I won't miss one unless I'm on my deathbed. Whatever it takes, I want to be good enough for you. And even if I'm never truly yours again... I'm doing this for me, too. So I can feel that I -am- good enough to be a part of your life. I don't want to be there to drag you down. I don't want to be the one to pick you up, either. I want to be your strength to pick yourself back up. We'll pull out of this, and regardless of where the relationship stands, we'll still be stronger for it. I believe that.
Someday you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light
Or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the "No" on their
Vacancy signs
If there's no-one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I will follow you into the dark
I mean it. No matter what happens, you're always going to have me right there beside you. Forever and always, my Angel. Nobody could be to me what you are, no man or woman. No animal. Nobody will take your place, and I will die trying to show you, if that's what it takes. I don't expect you to trust me, I've done so much to render that nigh impossible. I will, however, be honest and forthright with you henceforth. It'll take time, but eventually you'll see it. I know you will. You've seen all of me, in every sense of the phrase, and didn't run away. Even when you found another, you're still here. You still love me, and even if nobody else knows it, we do. That's enough for me. I'm trying to change, I'm going to ask my therapist to bump our appointments up in frequency, and I won't miss one unless I'm on my deathbed. Whatever it takes, I want to be good enough for you. And even if I'm never truly yours again... I'm doing this for me, too. So I can feel that I -am- good enough to be a part of your life. I don't want to be there to drag you down. I don't want to be the one to pick you up, either. I want to be your strength to pick yourself back up. We'll pull out of this, and regardless of where the relationship stands, we'll still be stronger for it. I believe that.