they go whirling, rushing, and zooming by and we never stop to question until its extinguished
a million and ten seconds
countless minutes
numerous hours
days, years, etc.
i don't like this. its depressing and exhausting just to think about it. it doesn't matter who will be there, its the fact that i know they won't be that makes this difficult. i know in a couple weeks i'll be ok, but for the time being... i'm scared out of my mind. i know i have to grow up and be adult-ish, but i really never fathomed it would be as difficult as i'm making it.
i guess it doesn't help that i'm the first of us to leave.
countless minutes
numerous hours
days, years, etc.
i don't like this. its depressing and exhausting just to think about it. it doesn't matter who will be there, its the fact that i know they won't be that makes this difficult. i know in a couple weeks i'll be ok, but for the time being... i'm scared out of my mind. i know i have to grow up and be adult-ish, but i really never fathomed it would be as difficult as i'm making it.
i guess it doesn't help that i'm the first of us to leave.