little help?
Biology 101... dissection. Lets see my response though it doesn't matter. because no matter what Jenni says i still care about her.
"You're right. You're completely right.
I removed you from my life. That's why I bought you and Dave Christmas presents and didn't get shit back. I don't care. That's why I tried doing something w/ you for your birthday and you blew me off. That's fine."
(( dissection))
Ahem. Birthday. 21st birthday. I didnt do anything with -anyone- for my 21st birthday. I had a raging stomach ache and stayed home and played the wii for 2 hours and went to bed. Had .5 of a mikes hard lemonade. woo.
"Or when you told me to go to Mars Bar and then ditched. I completely understand. Why bother w/ me? But yes, I'm the bad guy. How could I have let me do that?! Damnit!"
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Dave got piss drunk really really fast and could barely stand. I drove. So i had to take him home early before he fell flat on his ass.
"And if I wanted to get lectured on the weed thing I'd go somewhere else- I don't need it from you. I know that because you're a straight edge, I should be, because you're always right. How could I do that?! If I wanted to 'fix' my problems I'd do something about them...weed in no way fixes my problems...I know this; I never claimed it did."
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The weed thing is only calling what i see. I never said being straight edge was better. Quote me if you can on that one. It's a personal choice. but you're already so depressed with some things in your life that i can't imagine it's helping. i'm not lecturing simply putting it out there.
"Also...now you're busy? You've been 'too busy' for me since I moved in w/ you. But that doesn't bother me. I gave up on it. You are in no way the person I became friends with. People change. It happens."
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You are right. I had some issues.. My family will forever come first in my life and we have had nothing but problems for almost 3 years.And the man i was in love with for 2 years left me. Made me a little secluded...Pretty shitty year. You were having a shit load of problems too. But you locked yourself away in your room if you were not at work or out and about. And I suppose since i have become increasingly busy that is bad in some way? I missed out on a lot when i was like 18-20. now i'm trying to accomplish so much. I mean you have a shit load of school work and you work all the time too.so.. yeah. You are not the same either but i still care about you. and lord knows you don't believe me. But if something were to ever happen to you i would -be- there with you.
"And you don't have to say 'I want you to be happy'; sounding like you care isn't the same as meaning it."
((dissection))
I mean it. I'm not an innocent bystander in this shit. yeah i should have tried harder than i did to take time to chill out. And even now i have barely any time to do things. Right now i just got home from haleys b-day thing and it's almost 4 am. and i'm finally getting time to just sit and relax. I would call you if i wasn't afraid of being ignored or having you pissed at me.
"But whatever.
Don't care.
With this being said, I'm done with it all"
((dissection))
Then i suppose it will mean nothing when i say that i would like you to come play pool next sunday at 9 pm downtown. I want to mantain a friendship but if i'm so different then the person you want to be friends with i'm really sorry :( But here is my number 804 439 0934 . call me if you would like to get together sometime.
"You're right. You're completely right.
I removed you from my life. That's why I bought you and Dave Christmas presents and didn't get shit back. I don't care. That's why I tried doing something w/ you for your birthday and you blew me off. That's fine."
(( dissection))
Ahem. Birthday. 21st birthday. I didnt do anything with -anyone- for my 21st birthday. I had a raging stomach ache and stayed home and played the wii for 2 hours and went to bed. Had .5 of a mikes hard lemonade. woo.
"Or when you told me to go to Mars Bar and then ditched. I completely understand. Why bother w/ me? But yes, I'm the bad guy. How could I have let me do that?! Damnit!"
((dissection))
Dave got piss drunk really really fast and could barely stand. I drove. So i had to take him home early before he fell flat on his ass.
"And if I wanted to get lectured on the weed thing I'd go somewhere else- I don't need it from you. I know that because you're a straight edge, I should be, because you're always right. How could I do that?! If I wanted to 'fix' my problems I'd do something about them...weed in no way fixes my problems...I know this; I never claimed it did."
((dissection))
The weed thing is only calling what i see. I never said being straight edge was better. Quote me if you can on that one. It's a personal choice. but you're already so depressed with some things in your life that i can't imagine it's helping. i'm not lecturing simply putting it out there.
"Also...now you're busy? You've been 'too busy' for me since I moved in w/ you. But that doesn't bother me. I gave up on it. You are in no way the person I became friends with. People change. It happens."
((dissection))
You are right. I had some issues.. My family will forever come first in my life and we have had nothing but problems for almost 3 years.And the man i was in love with for 2 years left me. Made me a little secluded...Pretty shitty year. You were having a shit load of problems too. But you locked yourself away in your room if you were not at work or out and about. And I suppose since i have become increasingly busy that is bad in some way? I missed out on a lot when i was like 18-20. now i'm trying to accomplish so much. I mean you have a shit load of school work and you work all the time too.so.. yeah. You are not the same either but i still care about you. and lord knows you don't believe me. But if something were to ever happen to you i would -be- there with you.
"And you don't have to say 'I want you to be happy'; sounding like you care isn't the same as meaning it."
((dissection))
I mean it. I'm not an innocent bystander in this shit. yeah i should have tried harder than i did to take time to chill out. And even now i have barely any time to do things. Right now i just got home from haleys b-day thing and it's almost 4 am. and i'm finally getting time to just sit and relax. I would call you if i wasn't afraid of being ignored or having you pissed at me.
"But whatever.
Don't care.
With this being said, I'm done with it all"
((dissection))
Then i suppose it will mean nothing when i say that i would like you to come play pool next sunday at 9 pm downtown. I want to mantain a friendship but if i'm so different then the person you want to be friends with i'm really sorry :( But here is my number 804 439 0934 . call me if you would like to get together sometime.