The maths saga continues....and the usual school stuff
I suppose the only thing good about this is that I've learned how to do a lj cut...My icon might give you an idea as to how I'm feeling.
Well, a few weeks ago, I said that I was going to do a test, I supposed to decide whether I could get into Intro Calc or not.
Oh, how very wrong I was.
I did as I was told, which was to do a test today after school. I get given the test. The first thing I think is "Ok I've seen this test paper before..." but I try to do it anyway. I ended up like doing the equivalent of 1 page back and front, because I didn't know how to do the cubics and other stuff. Then I left the test, feeling extremly embarassed and stupid.
Here's when it gets bad.
After the big science test thing that my friends did, I tried to tell them what test paper I did. And guess what. IT WAS THE TOPIC TEST. In other words, the big test which you do to see all that you learnt DURING THE TERM. HELLO!?!???!??!!?! Is there no justice in this world? How could I do a test, which I didn't even get told what was in it, and stuff which I didn't even learn? I'm really glad that I did a test, because without some persuading from my mum, I wouldn't even have done one. But seriously, how could they do this? This school is supposed to give everyone a fair chance at everything, and the people, it's their job to see if someone can be given a chance. They shouldn't have to be told. I think they were just lazy and annoyed that I told them towards in the last week of term 1 and possibly because I might fail really badly. But he shouldn't get all huffy about it. And he actually put a notice in the daily memo that if anyone wanted to change subjects, to go and put a note to see him before the end of term, which I did. So he can't say that I didn't do the right thing. I suppose I won't be able to get in now. But it's like I always say, I should be allowed to fail any subject if I want to.
On top of all this, I'm worried about a speech which I need to do and I have a feeling that I didn't write the speech up right according to the task and I suppose I will proberly re-write, which will take a long time, which I really don't want to end up staying till midnight again cos I've got choir tomorrow. Then there's the other English speech which I need to do and I can't remember when it's due and I want a good head start because I really don't want to have to do another last minute speech.Then I'm also worried about Physics and Chem cos tests are coming up before the exams which I need to understand but the problem is I don't get anything. And then there are the exams themselves. I know I'll go really bad due to past marks for most subjects. So overall, school sucks, and I wish I was on holidays again. *falls into the black pit of depression* I suppose I'd better go get started on the re-writing. Maybe if I'm lucky (which most likely I won't be seeing all the luck I have so far) I might be able to get it done so I can at least get enough time to watch Spicks & Specks and School Renunion (Yayness for Dr Who! And thanks Flick), which will get me out of my black hole for a while. Oh well.