So what's been going on with me lately...
Hmmm.
Well, things have been good, overall, I suppose. Emotionally I feel more stable than I have in a long time. No wait...secure is the word I am looking for. I feel more secure than I have in a long time. I still have some insecure moments, but overall I am feeling good.
A lot of that has to do with the fact that I am under treatment and have had my period for 3 weeks almost non-stop. I havent had PMS because nothing has been 'pre'. I also think that this treatment is finally getting my hormones back in a balanced order, which is what I need.
On another note though, i've hurt my foot something awful and I don't know what I've done or how I've done it. It hurts REALLY REALLY BADLY. The back of my heel to my ankle. It's hurt since yesterday.
This morning, I had a rough start. First, I could barely get out of bed, because my foot hurt so damn bad. It hurts the worst after I've rested it for a bit, and then get back up to walk, so naturally this morning, it was Impossible. Then, I was brushing my teeth and ended up spending 10 minutes throwing up bile in the sink due to excess of phlegm. Nasty, I know, but it was very painful and frustrating. As soon as I thought I had a hold on it, it would start up again. I kept rinsing out my mouth to try and make it stop. My throat and voice are all scratchy now as a result (that's how bad it was. :\)
I had to ask Devan to make Brend's lunch for me, because I was running late (due to projectile Bile) and because of my ankle, I couldnt make it down the stairs to make lunch before he had to leave, and then run back up to change clothes. Wasn't going to happen.
So, I finally get downstairs, just as they are leaving. I kiss them goodbye and I started putting together my lunch. Then I notice Brend has left his poster he made for his Opera Class project sitting on the sofa and he and Dev were long gone. It's due today.
Shit.
So I threw together my lunch as quickly as possible, hobbled over to the sofa and grabbed brend's project, hobbled out the door with all my stuff in tow and hobbled down the street to the bus stop. Brend saw me when I was halfway there and threw his arms up in exasperation because he realized he had forgotten. He was nearly in tears when I got there, and I had to calm him down. Poor love.
Fortunately, my bus stops across the street from school stop so, crisis averted, I just hobbled across the street to catch my bus which was just on the way.
And all this was before 8:00 a.m.
Oh and one more funny: I was on the phone with my sister a little while ago (here at work) and I went to go shift my position, but My foot hurt so bad that I fell over and the phone went crashing down. My sister was like "uuuh...what just happened?" It was really embarassing...
Well, things have been good, overall, I suppose. Emotionally I feel more stable than I have in a long time. No wait...secure is the word I am looking for. I feel more secure than I have in a long time. I still have some insecure moments, but overall I am feeling good.
A lot of that has to do with the fact that I am under treatment and have had my period for 3 weeks almost non-stop. I havent had PMS because nothing has been 'pre'. I also think that this treatment is finally getting my hormones back in a balanced order, which is what I need.
On another note though, i've hurt my foot something awful and I don't know what I've done or how I've done it. It hurts REALLY REALLY BADLY. The back of my heel to my ankle. It's hurt since yesterday.
This morning, I had a rough start. First, I could barely get out of bed, because my foot hurt so damn bad. It hurts the worst after I've rested it for a bit, and then get back up to walk, so naturally this morning, it was Impossible. Then, I was brushing my teeth and ended up spending 10 minutes throwing up bile in the sink due to excess of phlegm. Nasty, I know, but it was very painful and frustrating. As soon as I thought I had a hold on it, it would start up again. I kept rinsing out my mouth to try and make it stop. My throat and voice are all scratchy now as a result (that's how bad it was. :\)
I had to ask Devan to make Brend's lunch for me, because I was running late (due to projectile Bile) and because of my ankle, I couldnt make it down the stairs to make lunch before he had to leave, and then run back up to change clothes. Wasn't going to happen.
So, I finally get downstairs, just as they are leaving. I kiss them goodbye and I started putting together my lunch. Then I notice Brend has left his poster he made for his Opera Class project sitting on the sofa and he and Dev were long gone. It's due today.
Shit.
So I threw together my lunch as quickly as possible, hobbled over to the sofa and grabbed brend's project, hobbled out the door with all my stuff in tow and hobbled down the street to the bus stop. Brend saw me when I was halfway there and threw his arms up in exasperation because he realized he had forgotten. He was nearly in tears when I got there, and I had to calm him down. Poor love.
Fortunately, my bus stops across the street from school stop so, crisis averted, I just hobbled across the street to catch my bus which was just on the way.
And all this was before 8:00 a.m.
Oh and one more funny: I was on the phone with my sister a little while ago (here at work) and I went to go shift my position, but My foot hurt so bad that I fell over and the phone went crashing down. My sister was like "uuuh...what just happened?" It was really embarassing...