will it break her heart? will she understand that i had to leave? it's what was best

[fantasyandmyth]

guys, ray stevens is seriously frickin funny. what's not funny is a jammed doorknob./ what's worse is trying to see what the problem is. and then taking off the whole doorknob except for the half that's on the outside...and then you FINALLY figure out how it fits on the other half, and then you say HOLD ON STAY RIGHT THERE to rebecca so you can get a flashlight. then she doesn't hold on! and it falls and it won't fit right anymore. it's sooooo frustrating YES SHE JUST TOOK HER MEDICINE. sorry, she didn't yesterday and i was seriously about to find some strange new way to murder her. i am so not even kidding. i wanted to see if there's ne such thing as slapping someone to death (i don't think it's possible). but i was going to try. but i didn't. b/c i'm cool like that. i was just being mean to her. haha. oh well, now she's enjoying my music and we're gonna give the doorknob another try later. oh yah, and so much for tanning. it's f-ing freezing outside. don't think i'll be doing much of that. nah, but maybe. it's still early in the day. i envy JR right now. haha. i wanna be on a cruise! well, kisses, tata, beannachd

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