I'm Finished!
I am so done with having any kind of toxic people in my life, even if they are family members. All this shit starting, because I wrote one, ONE, e-mail to an ex-friend because I was hurt. Then all this shit has to happen, with her attacking me publicly, and then all this other drama happens with my family because she has to act like she's the victim. Saying that I was going to slash her tires and attack her physically. Then my mother acting all mad and saying she doesn't want to get in the middle of it. Yeah, but did she tell that to them?? More than likely not.
My mother and baby sister have this thing about always turning on you. They did that to my other sister plenty of times, and stuck up for the other person who lied about her or stole from her. In my family, blood is not thicker than water. If someone else has something better to offer them, than that's who's side they are on. Doesn't matter if that person doesn't really like them and talks shit about them either. I don't need that crap in my life.
I don't need drama in my life. I don't need negative people in my life. I don't need harmful people in my life. I'm finished!
I just want to go on about my own damned business, and live peacefully and happily. And I probably wouldn't be carrying on now, if I didn't hear the lie that I was going to get psychotic. I never threatened the damned bitch. I could care less about her. She doesn't exist for me anymore. She's my least favorite topic of conversation, in fact, I even told my one sister not to bring it up anymore. It's over for me, and I want to move on with my life.
Then I get a call from drama queen herself tonight, and I said, "Sorry, I don't want to talk to you". Click. I have nothing to say, to someone who was supposed to be a friend, yet she attacks me publicly. Yeah, I probably would have gotten over my hurt, but when someone crosses the line of friendship with me, it's over. Period. Friends do not hurt friends.
I had questioned this friendship a few times with my partner, but then because I did 'love' and 'care' about her, I would push away my gut feelings and say, well that's just the way she is and it's just her personality. But, I never knew she'd start a vendetta against me, just because I didn't want to 'play' with her anymore. I never knew all the stinking shit that would follow, just because I sent her a damned e-mail.
Something must be wrong with me, to have let such a poisonous person get close to me. I read this by-line tonight and it is so true!!! "With Toxic Friends in Your Life, Who Needs Enemies".