Nov 11, 2005 04:34
So i met a guy named Paul at a bar. I met a few other guys. I went home with Paul. I really wasn't expecting to. I was with Paul and my heart wanted Michael. I even called him while Paul was in the store. I didn't look very pretty, but oh well. Paul thought i was beautiful. Me and Paul hooked up, and i so wanted it to be Michael. I worked with him tonight. Im not going to stop "seeing" Michael, but i think me and Paul might start going out. I dont know. He told his chiuaua that he had a new mommy. He slept between us. I just don't know. If im still seeing him at christmas, hes buying me my own. I just don't know. I worked with Michael tonight and i talked to him, i let my guard down even more around people about him. I don't care. At the bar Greenbacks i made friends with the owner, after rebecca left i saw frank the cook and i invited him to sit with me and have a drink. By then i was on my third smirnoff and feeling pretty good, i was trashtalking his girlfriend in front of him, then again so was he LMAO.
I talked to his girlfriend earlier, wutta liar she is. Fucking bitch i hope i scared the shit out of her. I saw her uh oh face and watched as she lied. All i could think, is your boyfriend is hot, watch your back. I let out to him tonight Josh is my cousin, he said he use to smoke with him and hes been knowing him since 5th grade. Ha. I knew i could tell he would be the type to hang out with my cousin.
Michael's brother was being friendly tonight. Id flirt with him just to spite michael to make him feel uncomfortable. Why? Maybe im bitter Michael has a girlfriend and i think i may like him. I think that is exactly it, but oh well. Before this year is up im going to have all the boys eating out the palms of my hands. Who knows what tomorrow holds. Paul wants to see a movie tomorrow so i think i may let him take me. I really enjoy hanging with barbara.
Uhhh Mom just came in. Shes mad i stayed out all night. Do i care? No, shes bitching, oh well. I'm an adult. K, im off to sleep bc i dont want her to bitch anymore.