I'm Lazy and I can't help it!!!
Hey all in crazy land! It's been a full week of trying to forget my life now,I started friday at 4p.m. took a break on sunday, then started back up in between all the f'ing work at school even though every one else is gone. is it working?!? I don't think so!
Every now and then I need to see a little blood, and the absence of my skin to pull my helium filled head back into reality.
Extending your conciousness beyond your physical being can cause such detrimental effects on your perception of the real and surreal.
I've filled my head with the likes of, Taxi Driver, Easy Rider, Apocalypse Now, Blade Runner, Twin Peaks, The Mack, I don't know why I've watched these movies in multiple all week. It makes my insides feel like a rat infested sewer pipe. All dank, and drippy. Sometimes the stench of it all billows out of my nostrils like steam.
I don't understand why, if this is the season to be jolly, why I boycott it by being the Devil,or inviting the devil in my head! I am the Devil, and I'm here to do the Devils work, keeps ringing through my brain like church bells on sunday morning!
And how is it, that even if you are surrounded by people, you continually feel so Fucking alone??? My disconnect with society has run so deep I'm wondering why even try anymore! I walk through the streets and feel so alienated, its like I've never belonged in this world.
I'm that high powered mutant, never part of god's plan, and certainly never considered for mass production. Too weird to live, Too rare to die!
MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS!
Every now and then I need to see a little blood, and the absence of my skin to pull my helium filled head back into reality.
Extending your conciousness beyond your physical being can cause such detrimental effects on your perception of the real and surreal.
I've filled my head with the likes of, Taxi Driver, Easy Rider, Apocalypse Now, Blade Runner, Twin Peaks, The Mack, I don't know why I've watched these movies in multiple all week. It makes my insides feel like a rat infested sewer pipe. All dank, and drippy. Sometimes the stench of it all billows out of my nostrils like steam.
I don't understand why, if this is the season to be jolly, why I boycott it by being the Devil,or inviting the devil in my head! I am the Devil, and I'm here to do the Devils work, keeps ringing through my brain like church bells on sunday morning!
And how is it, that even if you are surrounded by people, you continually feel so Fucking alone??? My disconnect with society has run so deep I'm wondering why even try anymore! I walk through the streets and feel so alienated, its like I've never belonged in this world.
I'm that high powered mutant, never part of god's plan, and certainly never considered for mass production. Too weird to live, Too rare to die!
MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS!