Sep 05, 2004 13:45
I dont know why but when i woke up today purchase didnt seem like a place i was trying to like. Purchase seemed like a whole cheese cake being shoved down my throat all at once, Today it was sliced into easily eaten pieces. There are no bad guys, there are no good guys, no one deserves my help more then I do. Feeling bad all the time for no reason other then nothing to do and knowing no one are two different problems i can fix easily. Today purchase was my bed, bathroom, lawn, ground. Even if i still have a urge to kill james thats ok because she doesnt care so i wont either. Today is ok.