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For now, it's the beggining. The days are going by somewhat slow. In other ways very fast. Steady is the last thing the days are. Work had been good. Working all the time is somewhat boring. I need more of a variety. Please god, give me some more challenges. I've been thinking a lot lately on becoming an adult, and a possible mom. I wasn't given a sister to have fun with and my brothers are gone. My parents are completely different from me, and I don't have fun with either of them. They pressure me and say i'm hard to talk to. Hello?? how am I hard to talk to if u wont let me talk? I want a real family. Starting from scratch. My own little place of comfort, family meals, and good thoughtful conversations. With plenty of entertainment. I can't do it alone. See that's how I know a lot of things. I know this life without a partner, is not only lonely, but hard and sorrowful. I wish to be blessed with the nicest man out there. If not him then one of many. I can't be a loser.. I wont stoop down. I know what I want and when I finally start this great family i'm speaking of, I will trully see more light than I have ever imagined.
until then, i'm waiting... but still trying. love ya.
For now, it's the beggining. The days are going by somewhat slow. In other ways very fast. Steady is the last thing the days are. Work had been good. Working all the time is somewhat boring. I need more of a variety. Please god, give me some more challenges. I've been thinking a lot lately on becoming an adult, and a possible mom. I wasn't given a sister to have fun with and my brothers are gone. My parents are completely different from me, and I don't have fun with either of them. They pressure me and say i'm hard to talk to. Hello?? how am I hard to talk to if u wont let me talk? I want a real family. Starting from scratch. My own little place of comfort, family meals, and good thoughtful conversations. With plenty of entertainment. I can't do it alone. See that's how I know a lot of things. I know this life without a partner, is not only lonely, but hard and sorrowful. I wish to be blessed with the nicest man out there. If not him then one of many. I can't be a loser.. I wont stoop down. I know what I want and when I finally start this great family i'm speaking of, I will trully see more light than I have ever imagined.
until then, i'm waiting... but still trying. love ya.