Aug 21, 2009 21:51
I was gonna do some epic post about leaving school, but that didn't happen. And now it's come to my attention that I only have one week left before I start 6th form. I've also noticed that I haven't actually posted anything public in a few months.
Tbh. I don't know what's happened with life. The last 2 months have been so completely ridiculous I'm still having trouble understanding it. I don't particular want to go into it. I can't even talk about it to my own nan... ok that sounds weird, but considering she spoke to me for the first time since I saw her a year ago, asking me if she could help me with it... TIS SRS STUFF. But I really, really don't care anymore. Bored of dealing with depressing immature people. GET OVER IT. That includes my social life which kinda died. My fault? Yeah I suppose. Not entirely, but I'll accept half of the blame.
I wouldn't say I've wasted this holiday. I got a few things done. Learnt grade 1 kanji....& how to order from a bar in korea? LOL. Yeah not that impressive. Got into a few new fandoms which are epic. Torchwood, Boston Legal... Harry Potter? Heh. Plus music this year has been completely amazing. So time to talk about the inevitable....
GOD IS COMING TO LONDON.
LOLZ. Ok, I'm listening to TMR ballads atm, so I'm a bit too melancholy to express my feelings about this properly. It's difficult to explain anyways...since I don't think many people actually know how much abingdon boys school mean to me. Lets ignore the Shibasaki Hiroshi factor for a sec. I'm trying not to sound like an overdramatic, idiot..twat; the stereotypical music obsessed teenager that would start slitting their wrists if their favourite band endorsed it. I would really like to believe that my love for abs is different. I bloody hope it anyways o.o This is admiration to the absolute maximum without being some psychotic creepy fangirl. YEH DAMN RIGHT. ..although Hiroshi is a completely different story..-facepalm- ^.^;;;
Can you kinda gage now how ridiculously & unbelievably overwhelmed I'm feeling? That I've bought tickets to see abingdon boys school & GOD. Best night of my life so far? I should fucking hope so.
I would like to thank 1st & 3rd gen. Jesus for making this happen. <3 lololol
This remaining week... As much as I would love to complete everything on my list, I've accepted that this is rather impossible.
So here's something a bit more realistic.
- Finish a fanfic. & KangTOP chapters.
- Learn Unit 2 korean & ...more Japanese?
- Learn a dance. Probably Genie.
- Get a new bed.
That is all. There's probably something else that I should do. Oh that 100 people I love list.... yeah it's coming along. I will finish it. I swear~ Srsly.
I shall post something soon. It'll be a year since I joined LJ soon. ^___^
abingdon boys school,
life in general