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[fanta_c_cinema]

ok.. another thing that bothers me... sorry for being so pensive today.. but im feelin really low on the self...

WTH is every1 so outgoign except me?! i cant express myself.
only in writing. or to ppl i really know.

i see out ogign ppl soo free. talking w/ out thinking. and they are soo perfect..
when i talk i feel so self concsious

and out going ppl.. think shy ppl are idiots.

and yet we arent. we think alot.
its hard to meet new ppl
to make new friends.
to talk. to sart conversations.

I need encouragement

why does every1 look so perfect. except me?