Should Have Kept My Mouth Shut
Well, last time I updated everything was going pretty good for me, family, friends.
Then February this year it all changed. Got a call from where I was leasing Ellie to be told that she was dead in the paddock from an apparent snake bite. So.... no more pony, least the guy buried her for me (he owns a landmoving business).
Did TAFE course in cert 1 IT..... What a fucking waste of 5 months. When we first started we were asked what we could and couldn't do. I did all the exercises in the 2hrs given and realized I was the one who should have been teaching as the teacher was a fucking moron.
Had my 30th and literally only family fucking turned up: 5 cousins. Yes, I'd given everybody ample time to organize, it wasn't meant to be a BIG thing. Just a dinner. So I just told everybody to go fuck themselves next time they needed anything (and yes, I have taken joy in saying no to some of the begging pricks . (I've put up with being the joke of my friends circle for over 17 years I have no contact with any of them now even though they've tried... fuck them.)
Mostly spend my days playing Warcraft and sleeping, watching TV and reading.
Then a few weeks ago my fistula clotted up and is now fucking useless, so if I go into renal failure again, there's no dialysis for me, and to tell the truth......... I'm relieved. The doctors are trying to convince me to get another one in my right upper.... and the bastards will NOT take no as an answer. Am seriously considering legal action, but unfortunately my mother is my "guardian" and has more say in the medical shit than I do.
I need to fucking move out of Orange and away from all these people.
Then February this year it all changed. Got a call from where I was leasing Ellie to be told that she was dead in the paddock from an apparent snake bite. So.... no more pony, least the guy buried her for me (he owns a landmoving business).
Did TAFE course in cert 1 IT..... What a fucking waste of 5 months. When we first started we were asked what we could and couldn't do. I did all the exercises in the 2hrs given and realized I was the one who should have been teaching as the teacher was a fucking moron.
Had my 30th and literally only family fucking turned up: 5 cousins. Yes, I'd given everybody ample time to organize, it wasn't meant to be a BIG thing. Just a dinner. So I just told everybody to go fuck themselves next time they needed anything (and yes, I have taken joy in saying no to some of the begging pricks . (I've put up with being the joke of my friends circle for over 17 years I have no contact with any of them now even though they've tried... fuck them.)
Mostly spend my days playing Warcraft and sleeping, watching TV and reading.
Then a few weeks ago my fistula clotted up and is now fucking useless, so if I go into renal failure again, there's no dialysis for me, and to tell the truth......... I'm relieved. The doctors are trying to convince me to get another one in my right upper.... and the bastards will NOT take no as an answer. Am seriously considering legal action, but unfortunately my mother is my "guardian" and has more say in the medical shit than I do.
I need to fucking move out of Orange and away from all these people.