The Weird way Our Sub-Conscience Mind Works Sometimes
It funny how the sub-conscience mind works sometimes. Like the one time when I had a dream about Sylvia Browne. I had for a long time wanted to meet her so bad. But in reality I knew that would never happen, so my sub-conscience mind had a way of fixing that. I had a dream that I was driving to one of her lectures, now the funny thing is whenever I dream I'm headed someone where, it don't matter where it is. I never, I mean never get there. Some how there's always a detour or something and I never reach where I'm headed to. Well this one night was the exception I made it to the lecture and I snuck backstage and ran into Sylvia and she told me a bunch of things that have since happened.
Anyway my mind has done this again several times with other people. One was someone I wanted to make a mends with but couldn't in real life, ( long story ). I wanted so bad to tell her I was sorry and Thank you for what she had done. It killed me because there was no closure there. Finally my mind had a dream that I ran into her in her office and she told me it was ok, that she forgave me and smiled and when i woke up I felt like I had actually been forgiven by her.
Weather or not she has forgiven me in real life is another story but for some strange reason I get the feelings she has and the dream, gave me comfort. Then it happened again last night. I dreampt I saw this woman that I never got to say good bye to in real life the last time that I ever saw her and I miss her. Well last night I had a dream I saw her and she just hugged me a long time, nothing sexual, just a farewell hug. As if to say good bye it's and we are never going to see each other or hear from each other again but I want to at least give you one last hug. Good bye take care my friend, I will miss you. But in reality she wouldn't she didn't care about me as much as I did her. Sigh,,,,,, But I think this was no doubt my sub-conscience minds way of dealing with it. Does anybody have any opinion on this. Is this not kind of weird how our own sub-conscience mind has a way of dealing with things sometimes?
Anyway my mind has done this again several times with other people. One was someone I wanted to make a mends with but couldn't in real life, ( long story ). I wanted so bad to tell her I was sorry and Thank you for what she had done. It killed me because there was no closure there. Finally my mind had a dream that I ran into her in her office and she told me it was ok, that she forgave me and smiled and when i woke up I felt like I had actually been forgiven by her.
Weather or not she has forgiven me in real life is another story but for some strange reason I get the feelings she has and the dream, gave me comfort. Then it happened again last night. I dreampt I saw this woman that I never got to say good bye to in real life the last time that I ever saw her and I miss her. Well last night I had a dream I saw her and she just hugged me a long time, nothing sexual, just a farewell hug. As if to say good bye it's and we are never going to see each other or hear from each other again but I want to at least give you one last hug. Good bye take care my friend, I will miss you. But in reality she wouldn't she didn't care about me as much as I did her. Sigh,,,,,, But I think this was no doubt my sub-conscience minds way of dealing with it. Does anybody have any opinion on this. Is this not kind of weird how our own sub-conscience mind has a way of dealing with things sometimes?