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I posted earlier today about having an overambitious chart, and how I had a bunch of bad things happening to me at once. The coolest thing happened today, hours after I made that post. I was driving and I prayed to be relieved of this stress and pain. I had asked that many times before in the past few weeks but never had anything happen. Today, I felt like I was drowned in white light and I suddenly felt hope again. And then I was infused with all this knowledge. At first I thought I was making it up but it was so real and I just know in my heart that it is the truth. Plus Sylvia says imagination is the most annoying word in the English language!
Anyway, here's what I found out... in case anyone is interested.
My problems mainly dealt with my boyfriend/best friend breaking up with me recently. We both still love each other tremendously but because of my anxiety issues I have let fear consume me and destroy our relationship. Sylvia confirmed a few years ago that we are kindred souls who have had lives together, including our last one where we died on the Titanic. This has been hard for me, because I feel like I am losing one of the best people I have ever met. On top of this I was rejected from my dream college within the same 3-day span.
After I prayed, I was infused with the knowledge that:
-My life theme is Healer. I had never even considered this, I guess because I always wrote Healer off as being something to do with medicine or energy healing. But God told me that the reason I chose to go through this horrible pain is because I will use my experience to write a book which will help many people going through similar pain.
-He told me that as much as he didn't want me to feel pain, he couldn't relieve me of my burden until now because I needed to learn this lesson.
-He showed me Glinda the Good Witch, and told me if I encircle myself in a white light bubble like her, that I will feel better about myself and my positivity will be contagious and help others.
-He told me to smile at random people and I will make them feel better. I tried this later at the mall and I couldn't believe how many people seemed to become that much happier by me noticing them and smiling. Of course I did get a few strange looks but that doesn't matter.
-I was told that my boyfriend and I will get back together and get married on June 21st, 2011.
-I was told we will have two children, a boy who will be born on May 5th, 2016 and a girl born on November 21st, 2021.
-God told me that my parents and my boyfriend and I had had a really good laugh over instating a bunch of "coincidences" in our lives having to do with the numbers 5 and 21. I got this really silly feeling when I heard about it. My parents met on January 5th, got married December 5th and had me on August 5th. 5 continues to be their lucky number together. My boyfriend and I started dating on March 21st, and I guess will be married on the 21st of June in the year 2011 (21!) and will have one child on each of the lucky dates, May 5th and November 21st (not to mention that the second child will be born in 2021).
I am just posting this because I have never been given so much information at one time. I never even thought I was capable of that. I guess it goes to show you, the more you embrace spirituality the more the veil thins. If you are looking for answers, keep asking... at the right time you will receive them.
Anyway, here's what I found out... in case anyone is interested.
My problems mainly dealt with my boyfriend/best friend breaking up with me recently. We both still love each other tremendously but because of my anxiety issues I have let fear consume me and destroy our relationship. Sylvia confirmed a few years ago that we are kindred souls who have had lives together, including our last one where we died on the Titanic. This has been hard for me, because I feel like I am losing one of the best people I have ever met. On top of this I was rejected from my dream college within the same 3-day span.
After I prayed, I was infused with the knowledge that:
-My life theme is Healer. I had never even considered this, I guess because I always wrote Healer off as being something to do with medicine or energy healing. But God told me that the reason I chose to go through this horrible pain is because I will use my experience to write a book which will help many people going through similar pain.
-He told me that as much as he didn't want me to feel pain, he couldn't relieve me of my burden until now because I needed to learn this lesson.
-He showed me Glinda the Good Witch, and told me if I encircle myself in a white light bubble like her, that I will feel better about myself and my positivity will be contagious and help others.
-He told me to smile at random people and I will make them feel better. I tried this later at the mall and I couldn't believe how many people seemed to become that much happier by me noticing them and smiling. Of course I did get a few strange looks but that doesn't matter.
-I was told that my boyfriend and I will get back together and get married on June 21st, 2011.
-I was told we will have two children, a boy who will be born on May 5th, 2016 and a girl born on November 21st, 2021.
-God told me that my parents and my boyfriend and I had had a really good laugh over instating a bunch of "coincidences" in our lives having to do with the numbers 5 and 21. I got this really silly feeling when I heard about it. My parents met on January 5th, got married December 5th and had me on August 5th. 5 continues to be their lucky number together. My boyfriend and I started dating on March 21st, and I guess will be married on the 21st of June in the year 2011 (21!) and will have one child on each of the lucky dates, May 5th and November 21st (not to mention that the second child will be born in 2021).
I am just posting this because I have never been given so much information at one time. I never even thought I was capable of that. I guess it goes to show you, the more you embrace spirituality the more the veil thins. If you are looking for answers, keep asking... at the right time you will receive them.