Ok, woah
Sorry about that. I was in the process of writing, when Pa Nhia returned and we went to get our minihub, so we can now BOTH be online at once. Ain't techonology great?
Anyway, like I said, it's not that there aren't welcoming people here, or that I'm really THAT unhappy. I just feel different from them. I mean, to me, this is a pit stop. When I was in Milwaukee, it was different, because everyone there planned on BEING THERE. Like, we were all in Milwaukee together, and when we went somewhere else, like when someone went home, or when Meaghan and Brad went to AFT, or when Robert went to Platteville, it wasn't really leaving, because MILWAUKEE was where they were coming back to. It was where they were going to live, for a long time. Maybe forever. And to everyone else here, Oshkosh is home. But to me, Oshkosh's isn't home, it's a school. I'm going to go to school, then graduate, then leave, and never come back. I don't plan on working in Oshkosh, or even living here longer than three years, during school. It's not even homesickness, it's like, idk. The most intense lonliness I've ever experienced.
Anyway, like I said, it's not that there aren't welcoming people here, or that I'm really THAT unhappy. I just feel different from them. I mean, to me, this is a pit stop. When I was in Milwaukee, it was different, because everyone there planned on BEING THERE. Like, we were all in Milwaukee together, and when we went somewhere else, like when someone went home, or when Meaghan and Brad went to AFT, or when Robert went to Platteville, it wasn't really leaving, because MILWAUKEE was where they were coming back to. It was where they were going to live, for a long time. Maybe forever. And to everyone else here, Oshkosh is home. But to me, Oshkosh's isn't home, it's a school. I'm going to go to school, then graduate, then leave, and never come back. I don't plan on working in Oshkosh, or even living here longer than three years, during school. It's not even homesickness, it's like, idk. The most intense lonliness I've ever experienced.