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I think I figured it out.
I'm too uptight anymore. I wanna let loose, you know? But there is only one person that I can call who I was actually close enough to in high school that I could hang out with. He's really funny and a great guy, but unfortunately things are little awkward at the moment because he just told me that he's breaking up with his girlfriend and likes me. Whoa. I mean, it's not that serious, nothing will happen, it's just that it makes it a little difficult to hang out like normal. So I'll settle with reading my Harry Potter and watching movies occassionally with my family. Although yesterday my mother had the nerve to ask, "are you ever going to stay home and spend some time with the family?" I don't get it?! What is her definition of 'family time' anyway? I wonder if anything would be enough. Although I suppose it's better to be excessively wanted by your family than to be pushed away. So I am grateful. I do love them. I feel terrible that I complain. Who am I to complain about my life anyway? I have so much to appreciate. So yeah, I'm done now.
K, g'night.
I'm too uptight anymore. I wanna let loose, you know? But there is only one person that I can call who I was actually close enough to in high school that I could hang out with. He's really funny and a great guy, but unfortunately things are little awkward at the moment because he just told me that he's breaking up with his girlfriend and likes me. Whoa. I mean, it's not that serious, nothing will happen, it's just that it makes it a little difficult to hang out like normal. So I'll settle with reading my Harry Potter and watching movies occassionally with my family. Although yesterday my mother had the nerve to ask, "are you ever going to stay home and spend some time with the family?" I don't get it?! What is her definition of 'family time' anyway? I wonder if anything would be enough. Although I suppose it's better to be excessively wanted by your family than to be pushed away. So I am grateful. I do love them. I feel terrible that I complain. Who am I to complain about my life anyway? I have so much to appreciate. So yeah, I'm done now.
K, g'night.