Jun 14, 2010 17:41
I'm going out for coffee tonight with two of my oldest friends. We rarely get to see each other these days, but every few months we try to plan a little something. Though I love them dearly and am eager to hear about their lives I always feel awkward when we meet like this.
They are driven and successful. Have been in healthy relationships with great guys for years. One of them is an internatonal flight attendant and the other is about to enter a doctorate in psychology. Our other friend can't be with us tonight because she is currently in Europe for her thesis in biology.
I dropped out of college. Twice. I've never been in a relationship, never even been on a date. I don't have much to bring to the table. :|
I'm still going to have a good time, though. Because I love them. Have loved them for over 15 years. And I miss them and the easier times they remind me of. :)
ETA: Aah, Fannie, when are you going to learn that things are never as they seem. *wistful head shake* :)
my life is a bad soap opera,
rl