Kangin

Jan 17, 2010 15:44

Drabble
Pairing: Kangin/Eeteuk

A/N: Happy birthday, Kim Youngwoon ~~~

POV: Kangin

Kangin. Strength. To be strong, and that’s why I chose the name, right?

I might be strong. I had the power. Everyone acknowledged me as the invincible. Just look at my body, my character. Just by a simple glance people knew that they shouldn’t make troubles with me or they lost their neck. Even Sungmin, my own bandmate, said he feared me the most.

I personally thought so, that I was someone whom everyone would be scared at.

But after times, I finally found one thing that made me lose all my strength.

It’s you, the one known as the angel. Everything about you just turned my strength to zero.

Being far from you made me weak, because you were the source of my energy. Without you, my world lost its light. Without you, my lungs lost the oxygen. Without you, I was not Kangin, I was only Youngwoon, because I didn’t have the strength anymore.

But being close to you also weakened me. You only needed to put your dimply lovely smile, or stared deeply into my eyes, and I would lose all my guts. I could never fight against you. I could only be on your side. With you, I wasn’t Kangin either. I was Youngwoon, the fragile Youngwoon no one had ever seen, except you.

Even when I added troubles to Super Junior, you were the first one who still gave me trust. You gave me your hand, asked me to stand up again and raise my strength back. When they said that I was free, you were the first one who hugged me tightly, in a way I doubted it was a hug from the leader to the member.

It was my birthday today. You were here with me, and your presence was the only thing I needed.

Kangin… Maybe you deserved the name better than me. You were much stronger than I was.

But when I told you that, you only smiled. But your smile was enough to make me realize this thing.

On the first time I met you, unknowingly I already passed all my strength to you. So in case I became Youngwoon and I needed my strength again, you would come and brought me back to be Kangin.

-End-

A/N: It's written in less than an hour so I'm sorry for any fails TT^TT, Comments are always loved and greatly appreciated ~~~

kangteuk, drabbles

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