Precious (5/?)
Chapter: 5
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Sungmin
A/N: Still, not yet a continuation of chapter 3~ hope you all forgive me for I take so long to write, :DDDD
POV: Sungmin
I thought the crush would fade away easily if I didn’t meet Kyuhyun again. But he was actually a nephew of my favourite café’s owner. And he was working there as part-time job. Now tell me what it was if it wasn’t a fate. No coincidence happened repeatedly.
“Well I must be an angel sent by God to hang out with you, because seriously, who can stand being with a workaholic too punctual guy?”
Working was already part of my life to the point that I would feel wrong if I wasted time. But when Kyuhyun said that, I felt so...weird.
I felt sad, because it also meant that I in Kyuhyun’s opinion was that bad. But I felt hurt too, because he was right. No one would like to be with me. My life was full of working that I didn’t have time for love. I didn’t have time to go on dates.
So I decided to lock my heart. Leaned on Kyuhyun’s words, I tried my best not to fall deeper to Kyuhyun and made everything worse.
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“Kyu, do you have a boyfriend now?” I asked him one day, just wondering. He never talked about his love problems so far.
“No. Why?”
No? “Just wondering. Do you currently like someone?”
He bowed, gazing back to the Maths he had been doing. “Well, yeah. I do.” He did??! “What about you, Min? Do you have someone you like?”
Ah, why did he have to ask that back to me? I never liked lying so I decided to tell the truth. “Yeah, I like someone.”
“Do I know that person?”
It’s you, Kyuhyunnie!! But I didn’t say anything. I didn’t have any intentions to date Kyuhyun. No matter how precious he was to me, the three boys needed me more, and I couldn’t just choose Kyuhyun over them.
“How about you yourself? Do I know the person you like?” So I asked back.
“It’s you.” What? I blinked surprisedly. How could he like me? I thought he hated me. And it was Kyuhyun! How could a Cho Kyuhyun confess to me for I knew he was the proudest man on the Earth?
“If you’re just kidding, it’s not funny, Kyu.”
“I- Well, I said it accidentally, but I really do like you, Min hyung.” The person I liked liked me back I should have been happy, right? I was happy, but at the same time I really wanted to cry. How to explain this to him? “Look, Min. If you don’t like me it’s okay.” He added.
“It’s- not like that. Honestly, I like you too, but-“ I quickly added the word “but” but then stopped, suddenly lost in words. “You clearly know how busy I am. I don’t think I have time to fall in love. I don’t have time for you. I’m sorry, Kyu, but I can’t.”
“I don’t ask for anything, Min. I won’t disturb you by asking you out for date and I promise I won’t hurt you. Can’t you just be mine?”
I just shook my head very slightly. Suddenly I remembered what he said once. “You said it yourself. No one can stand being with a workaholic too punctual guy like me.” I knew saying that would hurt him, and it did hurt me too. But I couldn’t do anything. “I’m sorry, Kyu.”
“I wonder. What the hell are you working for? Money?” His voice was trembling. It made me more broken. I never knew that hurting people we loved would be much more painful than being hurt.
As for why I worked, I sighed. I didn’t have any choices but to tell him everything about my past. I hoped he could understand why Sungjin, Yesung, and Henry were so important to me. “The three boys are so precious to me. I’ll do anything for them, including sacrificing my own feelings.”
Eventhough honestly I didn’t want to sacrifice your feelings, Kyu... I wished I didn’t have to choose. You were also precious to me, as well as Ryeo and my little brothers. But I had to decide this, and I cried, sorry for everything.
-End of Chapter 5-
A/N: I still love all comments ;]]]]
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Sungmin
A/N: Still, not yet a continuation of chapter 3~ hope you all forgive me for I take so long to write, :DDDD
POV: Sungmin
I thought the crush would fade away easily if I didn’t meet Kyuhyun again. But he was actually a nephew of my favourite café’s owner. And he was working there as part-time job. Now tell me what it was if it wasn’t a fate. No coincidence happened repeatedly.
“Well I must be an angel sent by God to hang out with you, because seriously, who can stand being with a workaholic too punctual guy?”
Working was already part of my life to the point that I would feel wrong if I wasted time. But when Kyuhyun said that, I felt so...weird.
I felt sad, because it also meant that I in Kyuhyun’s opinion was that bad. But I felt hurt too, because he was right. No one would like to be with me. My life was full of working that I didn’t have time for love. I didn’t have time to go on dates.
So I decided to lock my heart. Leaned on Kyuhyun’s words, I tried my best not to fall deeper to Kyuhyun and made everything worse.
-
“Kyu, do you have a boyfriend now?” I asked him one day, just wondering. He never talked about his love problems so far.
“No. Why?”
No? “Just wondering. Do you currently like someone?”
He bowed, gazing back to the Maths he had been doing. “Well, yeah. I do.” He did??! “What about you, Min? Do you have someone you like?”
Ah, why did he have to ask that back to me? I never liked lying so I decided to tell the truth. “Yeah, I like someone.”
“Do I know that person?”
It’s you, Kyuhyunnie!! But I didn’t say anything. I didn’t have any intentions to date Kyuhyun. No matter how precious he was to me, the three boys needed me more, and I couldn’t just choose Kyuhyun over them.
“How about you yourself? Do I know the person you like?” So I asked back.
“It’s you.” What? I blinked surprisedly. How could he like me? I thought he hated me. And it was Kyuhyun! How could a Cho Kyuhyun confess to me for I knew he was the proudest man on the Earth?
“If you’re just kidding, it’s not funny, Kyu.”
“I- Well, I said it accidentally, but I really do like you, Min hyung.” The person I liked liked me back I should have been happy, right? I was happy, but at the same time I really wanted to cry. How to explain this to him? “Look, Min. If you don’t like me it’s okay.” He added.
“It’s- not like that. Honestly, I like you too, but-“ I quickly added the word “but” but then stopped, suddenly lost in words. “You clearly know how busy I am. I don’t think I have time to fall in love. I don’t have time for you. I’m sorry, Kyu, but I can’t.”
“I don’t ask for anything, Min. I won’t disturb you by asking you out for date and I promise I won’t hurt you. Can’t you just be mine?”
I just shook my head very slightly. Suddenly I remembered what he said once. “You said it yourself. No one can stand being with a workaholic too punctual guy like me.” I knew saying that would hurt him, and it did hurt me too. But I couldn’t do anything. “I’m sorry, Kyu.”
“I wonder. What the hell are you working for? Money?” His voice was trembling. It made me more broken. I never knew that hurting people we loved would be much more painful than being hurt.
As for why I worked, I sighed. I didn’t have any choices but to tell him everything about my past. I hoped he could understand why Sungjin, Yesung, and Henry were so important to me. “The three boys are so precious to me. I’ll do anything for them, including sacrificing my own feelings.”
Eventhough honestly I didn’t want to sacrifice your feelings, Kyu... I wished I didn’t have to choose. You were also precious to me, as well as Ryeo and my little brothers. But I had to decide this, and I cried, sorry for everything.
-End of Chapter 5-
A/N: I still love all comments ;]]]]