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Baki once told me that writing would make it hurt less. I haven't had one of these since Yashamaru died. Sometimes I really hate this place. It's like every corner I turn is a old place of where I've cried or wished Gaara would hurry up and just kill me already.  I went to Mom's, Dad's and Uncle Yashamaru's grave. I can see all of Sunagakure from there and I saw an old class mate of mine with her little daughter. It's then I realize this is not how I want to live my life. I don't want live in regret or in the mistakes of my ancestors. I don't want to live in sadness. I want to look forward to life and have a family of my own.  Sometimes I dream of packing up everything and leaving for Kirigakure or Konohagakure.  Well back to work.

~Sabaku no Temari