I come bearing fanfiction written for my bb and co-mod, Eri. A little bit on the sappy side, so apologies, mainly to Pam. ;)
Title: into my bloodstream
Author: Carrie
Pairing: Pam/Eric
Rating: PG-13, I guess.
Notes: Don't own anything, anyone, or any vampire for that matter, though I wish I did. The only thing I won are the mistakes that the text under the cut is probably full of. Enjoy anyway. Comments would be love.
for Eri <3
Lost in thought, both of them. But while hers is the typical vampire state of half immobility, half performing the task at hand, his is the true human one, bordering on… daydreaming? She cannot help but attribute this novelty to a certain bosom blonde and her unwillingness to give in to a very powerful, very handsome and extremely skilled vampire. She knows what Sookie’s missing. A part of her is glad he is chasing the unattainable. It’s the selfishness born out of deep bond they created over decades. She may be his child, but that doesn’t mean she cannot be a bit on the protective side.
His eyes stopped following Yvetta’s movements. He gets up and leaves.
She knows he won’t like her going after him, but she doesn’t care.
She finds him in his office, sitting behind his desk, facing the wall.
“Go away, Pam.”, he orders
“You can’t go sulky on me because some girl doesn’t want to get some.”
“I didn’t ask you for anything, now leave me alone.”
“Plenty fish in the sea.”
“Pam, I swear, one more word and I’ll lose my temper.”
“Oh I do not doubt that. You lose your temper a little too often these days. She is cute, I would like to taste her myself, but is she worth it? Is she worth losing your head like that, like a human would?”
“Oh, you have a little too much time on your hands if you came up with such a detailed analysis. I have a lot on my plate right now and you are not helping with all the ‘Dear Abby’ crap.”
“Fine. I liked it better before Sookie appeared. This girl is a walking disaster.”
“This disaster is special.”
“Yes, special. That’s what you used to say about me before she entered the picture.”
“Don’t pull the jealous child shit on me.”
She still fears him when he is in these moods of his. He is still unpredictable, even after all the years they’ve spent together. She finds it terrifying and exciting at the same time. When they were still lovers, the fear and excitement led to mind blowing sex, but now it only leads to him being pissed off and her frustrated. They quarrel with no grand finale. Old married couple.
That’s why she is surprised when he draws his fangs and kisses her.
“You’ll always be special. Unique. She is human and there is something about her that makes me want her. You want her, too.”
This sulkiness and childish “I can’t get what I want” behavior makes him too sappy for her liking, but she doesn’t object to him kissing her more. Unwillingly, she breaks the kiss before it turns to sex. Rebound sex.
“Get back to me when I’m the object of your desire again.”
She leaves his office.
She may not have any feelings, but she does have his blood. She feels him. And she cannot help but wonder if they could ever be more than what they are.