I am a bottomless pit of fail
Moving out was a huge mistake. I'm lonely and miserable and stuck here. I mean I was depressed before but now I'm all alone and depressed. I miss my family and my other cats. (I feel like I've done a huge disservice to Alec making him stay here with me since I'm such a mess) Slept till after 2 p.m. today cause I just couldn't face getting out of bed and dealing with my pointless existence. I don't know what happened to me. I used to be able to enjoy things. I wasn't extremely fulfilled and ecstatically happy but I wasn't miserable all the time. I used to get up in the morning and look forward to things, now I just dread going through another day. I don't know. I wish I knew how to fix this but I don't.