I know I said I'd write, but things have been a bit...hectic lately. I mean, even this mix took around three months to complete, and that's saying a lot. it's only 12 songs! but yes, just another musical take on these two and their beautiful scary relationship. Heavily influenced by the following quotation, because I am in a Wojnarowicz phase that won't end too soon. Enjoy!
“When I put my hands on your body on your flesh I feel the history of that body. Not just the beginning of its forming in that distant lake but all the way beyond its ending. I feel the warmth and texture and simultaneously I see the flesh unwrap from the layers of fat and disappear. I see the fat disappear from the muscle. I see the muscle disappearing from around the organs and detaching iself from the bones. I see the organs gradually fade into transparency leaving a gleaming skeleton gleaming like ivory that slowly resolves until it becomes dust. I am consumed in the sense of your weight the way your flesh occupies momentary space the fullness of it beneath my palms. I am amazed at how perfectly your body fits to the curves of my hands. If I could attach our blood vessels so we could become each other I would. If I could attach our blood vessels in order to anchor you to the earth to this present time I would. If I could open up your body and slip inside your skin and look out your eyes and forever have my lips fused with yours I would. It makes me weep to feel the history of your flesh beneath my hands in a time of so much loss. It makes me weep to feel the movement of your flesh beneath my palms as you twist and turn over to one side to create a series of gestures to reach up around my neck to draw me nearer. All these memories will be lost in time like tears in the rain.” (David Wojnarowicz)
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tracklist:
1. the naked and famous - young blood (slow edit)
2. the neighbourhood - sweater weather
3. the national - terrible love (alternate version)
4. ben howard - oats in the water
5. tom odell - can't pretend
6. ryan adams - wonderwall
7. the xx - missing
8. jack white - love is blindness
9. ms mr - dark doo wop
10. twigs - ache
11. purity ring - fineshrine
12. the xx - together
1. the naked and famous - young blood (slow edit)
we lie beneath the stars at night/hands gripping each other tight/you keep my secrets hope to die/promsies, swear them to the sky
2. the neighbourhood - sweater weather
and if I may just take your breath away/I don't mind if there's not much to say
3. the national - terrible love (alternate version)
and I can't fall asleep without a little help/it takes a while to settle down/my shivered bones/until the panic's out
4. ben howard - oats in the water
and hold your gaze/there's coke in the midas touch/a joke in the way that we rust/and breathe again
5. tom odell - can't pretend
oh, feel our bodies grow/and our souls they blend/yeah, love, I hope you know/how much my heart depends/I guess that's love
6. ryan adams - wonderwall
I don't believe that anybody/feels the way I do about you now
7. the xx - missing
my heart is beating in a different way/been gone such a long time and I feel the same
8. jack white - love is blindness
love is blindness/I don't want to see/won't you wrap the night around me?
9. ms mr - dark doo wop
if they're searching for us/they'll find us side by side
10. twigs - ache
and I fall/into your breathing/I inhale all you speak/when I'm sleeping/in my rise I'll be giving/all the things that I hide/when I'm feeling you
11. purity ring - fineshrine
listen closely, closely to the floor/emitting all its graces through the pores/you make a fine shrine in me
12. the xx - together
I said it's been a long time/since someone looked at me that way/it's like you knew me/and all the things I couldn't say
listen/
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