Sometimes, being in town got to feeling claustrophobic. Too many people with too many loyalties, all crowded together, dancing on eggshells while they pretended one thing and felt another...It all got so tiresome after awhile. After awhile, Karla felt on edge, jumpy; and needed to retreat somewhere to gather herself again. The park in town was a
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Anna thought about simply disappearing, but then she wasn't sure if she'd been spotted or not, and while she was wondering whether or not that mattered as far as disappearing went, she realized she recognized Karla from some resistance meeting or other.
"It's overrated, you know," she said. "Dying, I mean."
So if Karla hadn't noticed her before she probably did now.
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At her commentary, Karla had to offer a slightly sardonic smile. "Even I'm not that melodramatic," she said. "Of course, I was raised to expect people to die for me, not the other way around." She wrinkled her nose. "And for better reasons than that."
She moved closer and sat on a rock across from Anna's. "I'd apologize if singing that was tactless in front of you, except, believe me, it wasn't by choice."
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"No singing for you?" she asked. "Does Fandom whimsy not affect you?"
She wasn't going to dance around Anna's 'condition.' The other girl was dead and knew it. No reason to try and play delicate.
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No, he needed to fly. Which was almost the same thing, even though the wind didn't slip between his feathers the way that it used to. There wasn't that old, familiar rustle of down against down. Instead, there was just that oddly cold, hollow noise that came from steel sliding against steel, of razorblade windchimes slicing neatly through the wind.
And music.
"Without you, the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves.
Without you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash.
The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without you.
The moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without you."
There was nobody around. Nobody to hear as his voice carried away on the wind. He had to watch himself down on the ground, but, even if he had nothing else in the world, up in the sky with nobody aiming to blow him out of the air, he was in charge.
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Oh look! Fandom had apparently decided that it was time for another verse! Karla was just going to sing while looking Very Put Upon. Because singing against her will was stupid. And singing this...soppy, wistful love song was even worse.
There would be no dying. There would be no pining. She was better than that, thank you.
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Warren wrinkled his nose at that line. For several reasons, really. For one thing, that verse seemed to have come out of nowhere, stealing itself from his lips with very little leading into it, as though he was only singing half a song.
For another? Well, the other part was kind of obvious, perhaps.
He wheeled around overhead, directing himself toward Selkie Cove. Another place that was quiet. Another place where he could stop and think undisturbed, while trying to stop all of this incessant singing.
"Without you..."
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Quite literally, for one of them.
"Without you, the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beats." She turned around while singing it, looking up to meet his eyes. Let him be the one to turn away, to hide. Karla wasn't afraid to face him, ridiculous song or not.
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Such as:
Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
Fifty thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
And you still won't hear me.
Going under
Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
A familiar emotional signature broke her from the song, and she smiled sharply. Oh, this would cheer her up. "Karlaaaaaaaaaa."
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"I am free. Unlike you, who has to skulk in the shadows. Or your friends in detention. Is there anyone to whom I should give your greetings? Dinah? Sookie?"
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