The message reads, "we might be face to face tonight."
I have painted my nails twice today - once with cheap dark red polish; it was messy and I hated it so I just put on a clear coat. Oh life. I have also plucked my brows and my armpits.
I have pretty much packed everything I will need, which honestly isn't much. I have clothes for each day and my PSP is charged and full of music and I have my medication and my toothbrush and some small, basic makeup (lip butter that doubles as cream blush, foundation, concealer.) I have the charger for my DS, my PSP, and my cell phone. I have printed out my boarding pass. I have my textbook for Statistics in the bag.
I am determined to study on the plane and in the airport. I cannot afford to mess up anything this semester grade-wise, but I do not want to feel the need to study on Saturday.
My friend picks me up in twelve hours to take me to the airport. I have already IMed him to remind him. I have the best friends in Nerd Society. <3
I cannot wait to do this. I don't care if things will be awkward with my parents. I almost don't care that I have three tests this coming week that I absolutely have to ace. All I know is that I'll see Adam again, I'll spend time with him, I'll tangle my hands in his curls again and talk about everything and nothing. I'll find out, yet again, why I'm working so hard, what drives me to be who I am. I'll find my soul and my heart; I'll find the harmony to my melody.
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Feel free to post here throughout the weekend with updates on rc_homophobia, Bayern, Chelsea, and/or your lives in general. I highly, highly doubt I will be able to catch up on things otherwise!
See you soon. ♥
I have pretty much packed everything I will need, which honestly isn't much. I have clothes for each day and my PSP is charged and full of music and I have my medication and my toothbrush and some small, basic makeup (lip butter that doubles as cream blush, foundation, concealer.) I have the charger for my DS, my PSP, and my cell phone. I have printed out my boarding pass. I have my textbook for Statistics in the bag.
I am determined to study on the plane and in the airport. I cannot afford to mess up anything this semester grade-wise, but I do not want to feel the need to study on Saturday.
My friend picks me up in twelve hours to take me to the airport. I have already IMed him to remind him. I have the best friends in Nerd Society. <3
I cannot wait to do this. I don't care if things will be awkward with my parents. I almost don't care that I have three tests this coming week that I absolutely have to ace. All I know is that I'll see Adam again, I'll spend time with him, I'll tangle my hands in his curls again and talk about everything and nothing. I'll find out, yet again, why I'm working so hard, what drives me to be who I am. I'll find my soul and my heart; I'll find the harmony to my melody.
***
Feel free to post here throughout the weekend with updates on rc_homophobia, Bayern, Chelsea, and/or your lives in general. I highly, highly doubt I will be able to catch up on things otherwise!
See you soon. ♥