Go (and don't turn back)
Title: Go (and don't turn back)
Pairings: YunRi / MinRI
Rating: pg-13
Genre: angst
Length: oneshot
A/N: Inspired by the song "Take care of my girlfriend" by B2ST. Something that took a little too long to write. I've always wanted to write MinRi/YunRi or something for mintheart & Free To Go.
Warning: You would probably have to have read Free To Go to understand this...But its not really necessary.
Summary: DBSK and Burst's gone and part of the past... But Yunho can't let all of it go yet.
Go (And Don’t Turn Back)
I still think about you.
I’ll wait forever for you to come back.
I miss you so much.
I love you…
… Rita.
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Another day passed by, as Jung Yunho sat in his lonesome room. After the disbandment of DBSK, the five members - the four members, Changmin had ran away - all went their respective ways. Yunho still lingered behind, back at the dorms.
“i miss you... Rita"
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“Yunho, I’m sorry. I can’t lie to you anymore.” Rita looked into his eyes.
“I know…” Yunho said, looking down at his feet.
“You already know that ….,” Rita fell silent.
“That you love Changmin. Yes I know. So what are you going to do?”
“I’m going after him,” Rita’s voice was firm.
I looked up and saw the determination in her face. Who am I to stop her? I’m the one who broke her heart when she finally decided to open it up. And then come back to her for forgiveness? I can’t make her stay… even if I want to.
“Go.”
“What?”
“You heard me, just go. You love him, so go after him.”
“You don’t think this is crazy?”
“Yes I do, but … Look Rita, you love him. And he loves you,” more than I ever could…., “so even if you have to, go search to the ends of the world to find him.”
“Yunho….”
“Rita, Go. And when you find him, tell him I’m sorry.”
[slowly, she turns away and leaves
with her back view fading…]
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He walks out of the room, and into the bare open space. He remembers when Rita ran over here, to confess to him. And then… the exact same place when he broke Rita’s heart.
“If I never went back to Hyeori, would this still have happened? Would DBSK and BURST broken up? OR Would you still have left me Rita? It’s all my fault…”
Yunho dropped to his knees in the once living room. He wished the world would open up and eat him alive. And then maybe Rita would be back.
From the distance he heard keys jingling. It was from the door. He heard the door creak open, and he rushed out into the hall.
Yunho thought it might have been Rita coming back. She was all he could think of now. He became an insomniac because of her. But he still had hope that she would be back.
“Rita…?” Yunho said to the figure in the dark.
No it wasn’t her, this figure was too tall… and nothing like a girl… No. It wasn’t Rita, it was …
“Changmin.” Came from the figure.
“Min-ah…”
“Yunho-sshi, I didn’t think you would still be here. After what happened, do you think you have the right to be here?” Bitter hate underlined Changmins’ voice.
“Min-ah… Look, I’m sorry. But I can’t do anythi…”
“Yes you can, you can leave this place, and get out of my sight.”
“What? What happened Min?”
“I said leave… actually first stop calling me Min like you know me well. “
“…Changmin. Why do you hate me so much? You’re the one who left the broadcasting station.”
“ I don’t hate you for breaking up us. There was so much tension already it was bound to happen… but you caused that too.”
“Changmin, why is this all my fault?!”
“Why? You can still ask why? What the heck!” Changmin screamed at Yunho’s face. He had walked up to him, and now looked squarely into his eyes. He looked disgusted.
“What do you mean why? I’m talking about Rita. Forget about DBSK for a minute, forget about me and you. What about her?! Did you ever once fucking stop and think about her? And I mean BEFORE you broke her heart and went back to Hyeori.”
Changmin pushed Yunho back, and he hit the wall.
“off…. Look I’m sorry. What I did was stupid. But why are you dwelling over this now? I know you hate me…..”
“Because…,” Yunho heard him sigh, “I also hurt her.”
“How?”
“By leaving her, she left me a message a couple of days ago. She’s going to look for me.”
“………….Then why are you here right now!?”
“I don’t know! This is all your fault!”
“What the heck. Shim Changmin. Rita freaking loves you, that’s why she’s going out to look for you. She won’t freaking stop till she finds you.”
“….”
“God dammit, go out there and find her now.”
“…Thanks.. hyung…”
Yunho heaved a sigh. Once again he was telling someone to go. Maybe they were just destined to be together. And he could only watch for the sidelines.
“Hyung, can I ask you a question?”
“Sure Min-ah.”
“If I find her…can I ask her out?”
“hah…What kind of question is that? Of course, you two love each other.”
No..no! You can’t ask her out. Rita… say no. Realize that you still love me… Please…
“Thanks… hyung. I’ll promise to love her.”
“Yeah… I better be seeing wedding invites from you two.”
Yunho walked over to where Changmin stood, and gave him a hug.
“Hyung?”
“This is goodbye Min.”
“What?”
“I’m kidding! But, it is goodbye. Goodbye until you find Rita. Okay? Promise me.”
“…Yeah Hyung. It is… and I will.”
Yunho lead Changmin to the door.
“Go. And find her.”
Changmin opened the door and stepped out. Before he walked down the stairs, he turned around to face Yunho once more.
“Hey Hyung? I’m sorry.”
“What? For yelling at me? Nah. Its no big deal,”
“No. For …Rita.”
“Oh…,” Yunho plastered on a fake smile, and hoped that Changmin wouldn’t be able to see the tears already forming in his eyes, “ Its okay…. I’m already over her.”
“Goodbye Yunho,”
Yunho closed the door and his head fell towards the door. Quiet sobs could be heard.
“Promise me you’ll be a better boyfriend. Promise you you’ll never leave her side. And that you’ll love her like I couldn’t. Please be happy.
And Please forget about me, Rita.”
[oh can’t you see I’m still loving you
my heart’s not yet ready to let you go]
*LJ's sorta been dead... xD*
anywho, for you!
Pairings: YunRi / MinRI
Rating: pg-13
Genre: angst
Length: oneshot
A/N: Inspired by the song "Take care of my girlfriend" by B2ST. Something that took a little too long to write. I've always wanted to write MinRi/YunRi or something for mintheart & Free To Go.
Warning: You would probably have to have read Free To Go to understand this...But its not really necessary.
Summary: DBSK and Burst's gone and part of the past... But Yunho can't let all of it go yet.
Go (And Don’t Turn Back)
I still think about you.
I’ll wait forever for you to come back.
I miss you so much.
I love you…
… Rita.
----------
Another day passed by, as Jung Yunho sat in his lonesome room. After the disbandment of DBSK, the five members - the four members, Changmin had ran away - all went their respective ways. Yunho still lingered behind, back at the dorms.
“i miss you... Rita"
-------
“Yunho, I’m sorry. I can’t lie to you anymore.” Rita looked into his eyes.
“I know…” Yunho said, looking down at his feet.
“You already know that ….,” Rita fell silent.
“That you love Changmin. Yes I know. So what are you going to do?”
“I’m going after him,” Rita’s voice was firm.
I looked up and saw the determination in her face. Who am I to stop her? I’m the one who broke her heart when she finally decided to open it up. And then come back to her for forgiveness? I can’t make her stay… even if I want to.
“Go.”
“What?”
“You heard me, just go. You love him, so go after him.”
“You don’t think this is crazy?”
“Yes I do, but … Look Rita, you love him. And he loves you,” more than I ever could…., “so even if you have to, go search to the ends of the world to find him.”
“Yunho….”
“Rita, Go. And when you find him, tell him I’m sorry.”
[slowly, she turns away and leaves
with her back view fading…]
-------------
He walks out of the room, and into the bare open space. He remembers when Rita ran over here, to confess to him. And then… the exact same place when he broke Rita’s heart.
“If I never went back to Hyeori, would this still have happened? Would DBSK and BURST broken up? OR Would you still have left me Rita? It’s all my fault…”
Yunho dropped to his knees in the once living room. He wished the world would open up and eat him alive. And then maybe Rita would be back.
From the distance he heard keys jingling. It was from the door. He heard the door creak open, and he rushed out into the hall.
Yunho thought it might have been Rita coming back. She was all he could think of now. He became an insomniac because of her. But he still had hope that she would be back.
“Rita…?” Yunho said to the figure in the dark.
No it wasn’t her, this figure was too tall… and nothing like a girl… No. It wasn’t Rita, it was …
“Changmin.” Came from the figure.
“Min-ah…”
“Yunho-sshi, I didn’t think you would still be here. After what happened, do you think you have the right to be here?” Bitter hate underlined Changmins’ voice.
“Min-ah… Look, I’m sorry. But I can’t do anythi…”
“Yes you can, you can leave this place, and get out of my sight.”
“What? What happened Min?”
“I said leave… actually first stop calling me Min like you know me well. “
“…Changmin. Why do you hate me so much? You’re the one who left the broadcasting station.”
“ I don’t hate you for breaking up us. There was so much tension already it was bound to happen… but you caused that too.”
“Changmin, why is this all my fault?!”
“Why? You can still ask why? What the heck!” Changmin screamed at Yunho’s face. He had walked up to him, and now looked squarely into his eyes. He looked disgusted.
“What do you mean why? I’m talking about Rita. Forget about DBSK for a minute, forget about me and you. What about her?! Did you ever once fucking stop and think about her? And I mean BEFORE you broke her heart and went back to Hyeori.”
Changmin pushed Yunho back, and he hit the wall.
“off…. Look I’m sorry. What I did was stupid. But why are you dwelling over this now? I know you hate me…..”
“Because…,” Yunho heard him sigh, “I also hurt her.”
“How?”
“By leaving her, she left me a message a couple of days ago. She’s going to look for me.”
“………….Then why are you here right now!?”
“I don’t know! This is all your fault!”
“What the heck. Shim Changmin. Rita freaking loves you, that’s why she’s going out to look for you. She won’t freaking stop till she finds you.”
“….”
“God dammit, go out there and find her now.”
“…Thanks.. hyung…”
Yunho heaved a sigh. Once again he was telling someone to go. Maybe they were just destined to be together. And he could only watch for the sidelines.
“Hyung, can I ask you a question?”
“Sure Min-ah.”
“If I find her…can I ask her out?”
“hah…What kind of question is that? Of course, you two love each other.”
No..no! You can’t ask her out. Rita… say no. Realize that you still love me… Please…
“Thanks… hyung. I’ll promise to love her.”
“Yeah… I better be seeing wedding invites from you two.”
Yunho walked over to where Changmin stood, and gave him a hug.
“Hyung?”
“This is goodbye Min.”
“What?”
“I’m kidding! But, it is goodbye. Goodbye until you find Rita. Okay? Promise me.”
“…Yeah Hyung. It is… and I will.”
Yunho lead Changmin to the door.
“Go. And find her.”
Changmin opened the door and stepped out. Before he walked down the stairs, he turned around to face Yunho once more.
“Hey Hyung? I’m sorry.”
“What? For yelling at me? Nah. Its no big deal,”
“No. For …Rita.”
“Oh…,” Yunho plastered on a fake smile, and hoped that Changmin wouldn’t be able to see the tears already forming in his eyes, “ Its okay…. I’m already over her.”
“Goodbye Yunho,”
Yunho closed the door and his head fell towards the door. Quiet sobs could be heard.
“Promise me you’ll be a better boyfriend. Promise you you’ll never leave her side. And that you’ll love her like I couldn’t. Please be happy.
And Please forget about me, Rita.”
[oh can’t you see I’m still loving you
my heart’s not yet ready to let you go]
*LJ's sorta been dead... xD*
anywho, for you!