So confused?!?!?!
I don't know what to do about my ex. He says that he still has feelings for me, but everytime we're hanging out and his gf calls he answers the phone right in front of me. Talk about disrespectful! I don't know what to do. I wish I could just forget about him and move on, but I can't. Not only have we been together for 3 years but we have a son together and I still love him, with my whole entire heart. I know that after everything he's put me through, all the shit I've put up with, I would still take him back. It's not that I'm desperate to be with him, okay maybe I am, but he's a totally different person when he's not around this ho he's with now. She says she loves him but I really don't think she could. At least not as much as I could ever love him, and I know he craves that love. I think that when he really sees her for herself, he'll realize that he was wrong for leaving me and he'll wanna come back, but I won't take him back right away. I want him to beg for me back. But I don't know if that will happen cuz of all the shit he's told me. After 3 years of being together and everything we've been through, he told me he could never really love me cuz I'm not hispanic, I don't talk or even know Spanish, and I know it has a lot to do with my looks. I have a really big butt, but I have like no boobs, and he is so vain that that's all he thinks about. But if that were the case, about me not being hispanic or know spanish, I would've thought he would've told me that like 3 years ago. Ya know, it doesn't make any sense to me. I guess I'm just stupid for loving him cuz I know he doesn't love me or else he wouldn't have told me that shit. I dunno I'm so confused. What to do?!?!?!?!?!