Birthday!
I had a good day today! Well as you know today was my bday!! The big 1-9! I can offically go to canada...so renee get ready for it we are gonna go all the time!! Almost everyone wished me a happy bday...all except my best friends alex and alayna! I am mad at them...he had time to send me a message but not enough time to call me! Well anyway...i got an ipod, coach purse, and jean jacket for my bday! i love it all! We went out to dinner and it was such fun! I love all of my friends! Renee thanks for the coffee i love our little chats...heather and my wife (haha) thanks for the clothes! i love them.
I talked to margie today! i like her she is really nice! Hopefully i will get to hang out with her on saturday!
I am trying to become friend with ryan right now...its really hard cause he is really mean to me! I mean atleast im trying but im sick of him treating me like leah... i am different than her....tomorrow we are gonna have a chat.....i hope that goes over well. I don't want to be mad tomorrow....im really nervous....
I have had reoccuring dreams about the same person....its weird...cause everytime i sleep its like we are in a relationship and the relationship gets deeper and weirder...for example last night i was dreaming that i was in nordstroms or something along those lines...and we were in the furniture section. I fell asleep on a couch and when i woke up steven was sleeping next to me! Crazy huh? well it gets better...he was like lets "do the dirty" haha and then we started to go at it....and then after that i will not say anymore! cause i only told a few people about this dream....its really awkward! I talked to vince about it and he thinks that i desperately want him...haha! Maybe i do....cause i keep having dreams about him! It makes me wish those dreams were true...well most of them! Gosh its soo weird....renee thinks the same thing.....of course she does! The entire summer she wanted me to get with him....but i knew it would never happen...cause i am afraid to go after someone right now....cause i dont want to be rejected or anything like that...
But thats all i have for now.....i hope everyone had a great day!!
I talked to margie today! i like her she is really nice! Hopefully i will get to hang out with her on saturday!
I am trying to become friend with ryan right now...its really hard cause he is really mean to me! I mean atleast im trying but im sick of him treating me like leah... i am different than her....tomorrow we are gonna have a chat.....i hope that goes over well. I don't want to be mad tomorrow....im really nervous....
I have had reoccuring dreams about the same person....its weird...cause everytime i sleep its like we are in a relationship and the relationship gets deeper and weirder...for example last night i was dreaming that i was in nordstroms or something along those lines...and we were in the furniture section. I fell asleep on a couch and when i woke up steven was sleeping next to me! Crazy huh? well it gets better...he was like lets "do the dirty" haha and then we started to go at it....and then after that i will not say anymore! cause i only told a few people about this dream....its really awkward! I talked to vince about it and he thinks that i desperately want him...haha! Maybe i do....cause i keep having dreams about him! It makes me wish those dreams were true...well most of them! Gosh its soo weird....renee thinks the same thing.....of course she does! The entire summer she wanted me to get with him....but i knew it would never happen...cause i am afraid to go after someone right now....cause i dont want to be rejected or anything like that...
But thats all i have for now.....i hope everyone had a great day!!