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well i got promoted at work to supervisor and well, its hell. everyone hates me now. apperantly im too harsh and "its going to my head". ive been a manager before, im just stressed. they dont understand cuz they arnt in my place. oh well. im making alright money but i have no car anymore. ive kinda reverted back to my old ways... i grew my hair back out and i highlited part of it with a copper color. im wearing girl pants again.. fuck whats wrong with me. i dont think i ll ever get out of this phase and i really do want to change but i dont know how to grow up. ive been single since i moved back... theres been a few girls at work that like me but theres three problems with that... 1. most of them are under 18 and 2. the few that are of age are butt ugly and 3. since being promoted i cant date anyone that is under my position. with out a car and always working i dont think im going to be meeting anyone for a while. blah