What a damn week this has been...
Okay, so I think I’m going to start writing in here. I fucked up a few weeks ago and posted a blog on myspace, and the whole goddamn fellowship in West Ashley (the other side of Charleston) was talking about it!! Even people who don’t have the internet were asking me about it because so and so told them that I said such and such on myspace and they think im talking about that guy, or maybe this guy, or maybe even him, but they aren’t really sure. HAHAHA… jeezus I’m already sick of the girls down here. I’m kind of contemplating going back to Chapel Hill. I mean, I love this town, it’s beautiful. But… my job is sucking. Because my boss is a pervert. I don’t like any of the girls down here, so I generally hand out with the men and a few older women. My sponsor doesn’t answer / return my calls. I haven’t officially been working the steps with a sponsors since I moved down here cuz my sponsor is fucking slack. I really miss everything about Chapel Hill except for the town itself. Its so hard. The only thing I like about it here is the town itself, and the few hot guys. All the rest sucks ass. So yeah…
AND I met this really awesome guy that I’m semi-interested in. But he JUST broke up with his g/f, and shes in the program, and everybody will think I’m a slut, and I don’t even freakin know the guy and I’m already thinking bout what would happen if we dated! Jeeze-louise. I’m one crazy girl. Oh well, he’s a great friend to have, with or without the relationship. So yeah, theres enough of me blabbing on and on.
Oh, wait, I have to share what I did today. I was getting out of my car and lost my balance (I’m blaming that on being sick) and spilt my latte all over the side of the truck next to me. I screamed fuck really loud and everybody stared at me, and I wrote a note w/ my number offering to pay to get the persons truck washed. I feel sooo sooo bad about that. I’m suck a damn retard.
On a happy note - I got my first ani defranco cd last night, and I’m loving it! Thanks to Meg and Sarah for turning me onto her.
AND I met this really awesome guy that I’m semi-interested in. But he JUST broke up with his g/f, and shes in the program, and everybody will think I’m a slut, and I don’t even freakin know the guy and I’m already thinking bout what would happen if we dated! Jeeze-louise. I’m one crazy girl. Oh well, he’s a great friend to have, with or without the relationship. So yeah, theres enough of me blabbing on and on.
Oh, wait, I have to share what I did today. I was getting out of my car and lost my balance (I’m blaming that on being sick) and spilt my latte all over the side of the truck next to me. I screamed fuck really loud and everybody stared at me, and I wrote a note w/ my number offering to pay to get the persons truck washed. I feel sooo sooo bad about that. I’m suck a damn retard.
On a happy note - I got my first ani defranco cd last night, and I’m loving it! Thanks to Meg and Sarah for turning me onto her.