Am i rediculous to think the things i do?
Isn't it interesting to know that i probably affect someone.
i feel so small and unimportant at times and yet, even when im not saying anything, not looking special, not being crazy or weird, im probably affecting SOMEONE...right?
also, doesn't it seem weird that someone probably knows a lot about you and you dont even know their name.
i wonder if theres someone, somewhere, who knows about me, or even has talked about me, even though i dont know them...i wonder....
ive been tired.
afriad i have mono since its going around dance. and we share everything.
ive also been feeling very lonely. sometimes i wish i had someone to talk to...
i really dont mean to be a downer.. even though evan says that its all livejournals are really for... to talk about the bad stuff in your life...
only..i wish i had the courage to tell someone in person... but sometimes the things i think are so unlike me.
dont question why i act all cheery at school or wherever i see you....because usually i dont think about those things until im home alone, or driving now...and then i don't know. everything becomes clear when im without distraction
ill probably delete this entry...no one wants to read this.
thank goodness for dancing...i would be a big ball of fire if i didnt have my dancing.. (lyrical especailly) i swear im not emo. please dont hate me?
im sorry...