Mar 25, 2005 13:11
I truly can’t recall ever being jealous over something or someone. It’s just never been my style. I have never understood how jealousy could make a person think so irrationally.
Until now.
What an awful, ugly way to live. I don’t like what it’s reduced me to. These thoughts are dark. Staggering. Sickening. Bitter. Consuming.
How can it be jealousy when the object you desire doesn’t even exist?