geeze louise...
i didn't even need to look through the list, so i suppose, my love of words didn't really have enough of an impact on me this time.
i've definitely had an interesting weekend. but i can't say it was terribly satisfactory. let's see...
*my friday night was lovely, seeing as i spent it with k-dawg, and she's ridiculously awesome! i defintely need to hang out with her more.
*sunday night was one of the most fun times i've had in a while. it was great, because malay and i pulled the old "hey...let's go visit krahn routine! hahahhaha!" once again, and were later joined by alex, liz, and shannon. after sooo many attempts to get together with my hurley-girlies(hehe, i like calling them that!) that the weather ruined, i finally got to see them! alleighlu! we looked at the world through krahn's stolen chemistry fractal glasses, listened to good music, had pillow-fights, were briefly visited by Geoff, Nick, and Ed, and just had a really awesome time
*today the founders of Caesar Regit had a meeting to discuss what our plans were. that could not have gone any better. :) we are going to roooock the school.
but see, the thing is that as i'm writing this i feel so detatched from the events. and that's not all i did this weekend. i did so much more, and i was actually hardly home at all. but everything else i did was just weird...
i got to see everybody home from collge. so yay for me! but at the same time not really... seeing them made me feel terribly nervous, because it was almost like i was going back in time, except the people were slightly different. i thought i'd be estatic to see them, which i suppose i was, except all i really felt was sad.
they had so much to do this weekend,and i saw them for a good chunk i'd say, but they were completely concentrated on just racing around trying to see all their friends and family in a 3day period.
i don't feel like i got to have any good conversations with them. i don't feel like i really acted myself around them, or at least how i wanted to be acting, because the whole time i felt sooo anxious. i was even more ditzy than i usually am.
blech
isn't it great to be inarticulate?
i suppose i just don't like having to see them when i know that they're involved in completely different worlds than i am, and i know that they just regard me as someone to go back to, not someone who's an active part of their life. it makes sense that they'd feel that way, i feel that way about them. it's just that i suppose this weekend caused me to think about that a lot more than i normally would.
shannon asked if i was always happy last week. she's defintely not the first who's asked, and even though i said i wasn't all the time, alex answered yes, and told her that i was. i suppose that's only when people are watching.
haha, that sounded reallly depressed. i'm not, i swear. but i'm defintely not always happy either. i'm just easily excitable, in good ways and bad.
mmmmmm...well i'm a humming.
it's a marvelous night for a moondance...
-heather
i've definitely had an interesting weekend. but i can't say it was terribly satisfactory. let's see...
*my friday night was lovely, seeing as i spent it with k-dawg, and she's ridiculously awesome! i defintely need to hang out with her more.
*sunday night was one of the most fun times i've had in a while. it was great, because malay and i pulled the old "hey...let's go visit krahn routine! hahahhaha!" once again, and were later joined by alex, liz, and shannon. after sooo many attempts to get together with my hurley-girlies(hehe, i like calling them that!) that the weather ruined, i finally got to see them! alleighlu! we looked at the world through krahn's stolen chemistry fractal glasses, listened to good music, had pillow-fights, were briefly visited by Geoff, Nick, and Ed, and just had a really awesome time
*today the founders of Caesar Regit had a meeting to discuss what our plans were. that could not have gone any better. :) we are going to roooock the school.
but see, the thing is that as i'm writing this i feel so detatched from the events. and that's not all i did this weekend. i did so much more, and i was actually hardly home at all. but everything else i did was just weird...
i got to see everybody home from collge. so yay for me! but at the same time not really... seeing them made me feel terribly nervous, because it was almost like i was going back in time, except the people were slightly different. i thought i'd be estatic to see them, which i suppose i was, except all i really felt was sad.
they had so much to do this weekend,and i saw them for a good chunk i'd say, but they were completely concentrated on just racing around trying to see all their friends and family in a 3day period.
i don't feel like i got to have any good conversations with them. i don't feel like i really acted myself around them, or at least how i wanted to be acting, because the whole time i felt sooo anxious. i was even more ditzy than i usually am.
blech
isn't it great to be inarticulate?
i suppose i just don't like having to see them when i know that they're involved in completely different worlds than i am, and i know that they just regard me as someone to go back to, not someone who's an active part of their life. it makes sense that they'd feel that way, i feel that way about them. it's just that i suppose this weekend caused me to think about that a lot more than i normally would.
shannon asked if i was always happy last week. she's defintely not the first who's asked, and even though i said i wasn't all the time, alex answered yes, and told her that i was. i suppose that's only when people are watching.
haha, that sounded reallly depressed. i'm not, i swear. but i'm defintely not always happy either. i'm just easily excitable, in good ways and bad.
mmmmmm...well i'm a humming.
it's a marvelous night for a moondance...
-heather