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What's up with msn messenger?! Windows messenger keeps signing on without my permission to do so and msn messenger is flat out not working.. wtf? Also what's up with the people on the main lj page commenting only to be the first to comment? Why the hell would someone do that? If you're going to comment at least have something more to say than just "First"...
One more week at the job, I'm not particularly looking forward to the job hunting that will follow, nope not one bit. I can't believe how fast the past two and a half years went by, I can't say it feels like I started last week but it doesn't feel like two and a half years either.
I've grown (not literally, though) so much those years, it's unbelievable. Like I said to one of my colleagues, I was greener than grass when I first came in, eighteen years old and fresh out of high school. I've gained a lot of expierence, learned a lot about myself, about other people, but most of all I learned to open up my mouth.
Last week I finally got the validation to that I felt I've deserved for a long time, my dad said, well, what I just said myself. It's strange that it means more when my dad acknowledges something, too.
Whenever he's around I get nervous, and I don't notice it until after he's gone again and I feel myself relax. I don't do it on purpose and it's not something that my dad does or doesn't do that gets me nervous, it's just something that's always been in me. It's a good thing we don't live in the same house anymore and I only see him once a week.
"Turn down the memories of yester years and broken dreams, I'll be finally free." Cruz - C. Aguilera That simple line used to make me cry, I just heard it again, funny what iTunes comes up with when it's on random. :)
Stolen from fly_meaway
Bold the movies you've seen, italic the ones you've seen part of, underline the ones you have and add three.
01. Trainspotting
02. Shrek
03. M
04. Dogma
05. Strictly Ballroom
06. The Princess Bride
07. Love Actually
08. The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Rings (LotR extended box thingy even! And it's great!!)
09. The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
10. The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
11. Reservoir Dogs
12. Desperado
13. Swordfish
14. Kill Bill Vol. 1
15. Donnie Darko
16. Spirited Away
17. Better Than Sex
18. Sleepy Hollow
19. Pirates of the Caribbean
20. The Eye
21. Requiem for a Dream
22. Dawn of the Dead
23. The Pillow Book
24. The Italian Job
25. The Goonies
26. Baseketball
27. The Spice Girls Movie(Eww! hehe)
28. Army of Darkness
29. The Color Purple
30. The Safety of Objects
31. Can't Hardly Wait
32. Mystic Pizza
33. Finding Nemo
34. Monsters Inc.
35. Circle of Friends
36. Mary Poppins
37. The Bourne Identity
38. Forrest Gump
39. A Clockwork Orange
40. Kindergarten Cop
41. On The Line
42. My Big Fat Greek Wedding
43. Final Destination
44. Sorority Boys
45. Urban Legend
46. Cheaper by the Dozen
47. Fierce Creatures
48. Dude, Where's My Car
49. Ladyhawke
50. Ghostbusters
51. Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
52. Back to the Future (Mom's a big Micheal J. Fox fan so I was kind of forced...;))
53. An Affair To Remember
54. Somewhere In Time
55. North By Northwest
56. Moulin Rouge
57. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
58. The Wizard of Oz
59. Zoolander
60. A Walk to Remember
61. Chicago
62. Vanilla Sky
63. The Sweetest Thing
64. Don't Tell Mom the Babysitters Dead
65. The Nightmare Before Christmas
66. Chasing Amy
67. Edward Scissorhands
68. Adventures of Priscilla: Queen of the Desert
69. Muriel's Wedding
70. Croupier
71. Blade Runner
72. Cruel Intentions
73. Ocean's Eleven
74. Magnolia
75. Fight Club
76. Beauty and The Beast
77. Much Ado About Nothing
78. Dirty Dancing
79. Gladiator
80. Ever After
81. Braveheart
82. What Lies Beneath
83. Regarding Henry
84. The Dark Crystal
85. Star Wars (the orginial aka episode 4)
86. The Birds
87. Beaches
88. Cujo
89. Maid In Manhattan
90. Labyrinth
91. Thoroughly Modern Millie
92. His Girl Friday
93. Being John Malkovich
94. Run Lola Run
95. The Color of Paradise
96. Ghost in the shell
97. Tron
98. Tomb raider
99. Almost Famous
100. Alice in Wonderland (Disney Version)
101. Dr. Strangelove
102. Kairo
103. Stir of Echoes
104. Lilo & Stitch
105. Brazil
106. Heathers
107. Talk to Her
108. Memento
109. Young Frankenstein
110. The Rocky Horror Picture Show
111. Mulholland drive
112. Dogville
113. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
114. Lost in Translation
115. Some like it Hot
116. Punch-drunk love
117. Gohatto
118. Full Metal Jacket
119. Death on the Nile
117. Practical Magic
118. Amélie
119. Butterfly Effect
120. Cast Away
121. Tangled
122. Frequency
123. The Others
124. American Beauty
125. The Last Samurai
126. Ghost World
127. Taxi Driver
128. The Royal Tenenbaums
129. Cube
130. Nosferatu
131. Nuovo cinema Paradiso
132. Koroshiya Ichi
133. The Thing (John Carpenter)
134. Jûbei Ninpûchô (a.k.a. Ninja Scroll)
135. The Kingdom (all parts)
136. Wir Kinder Vom Bahnhof Zoo
137. Secretary
138. Hellraiser
139. Avalon
140. Heat
141. Out of Africa
142. True Romance
143. Goodbye Lenin
144. Vengo
145. Pulp Fiction
146. Crazy/Beautiful
147. Grease
148. Lock Stock & Two Smoking Barrels
149. Four rooms
150. Festen
151. Tillsammans/Together
152. Central Do Brasil
153. Closer
154. Rounders
155. Sliding doors
156. Stand by me
157. The shawshank redemption
158. The green mile
159. Velvet Goldmine
160. Dracula 2000
161. King Arthur
162. Hedwig and the Angry Inch
163. Top Secret!
164. The Virgin Suicides
165. Camelot
166. The Emperor's Wife
167. Gormenghast
168. Singin' in the Rain
169. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
170. Team America: World Police
171. 42nd Street
172. Crossing Delancy
173. 50 First Dates
174. Garden State
175. Saved!
176. Mean Creek
177. Kalifornia
178. Bubba Ho-tep
179. Minority Report
180. Young Guns
181. The Big Lebowski
182. Shaun of the Dead
183. Night of the Living Dead (original)
184. Napoleon Dynamite
185. Unfaithful
186. Stepmom
187. Notting Hill
188. 21 Grams
189. Interview with the Vampire
190. Legally Blonde
191. Dead Poets Society
One more week at the job, I'm not particularly looking forward to the job hunting that will follow, nope not one bit. I can't believe how fast the past two and a half years went by, I can't say it feels like I started last week but it doesn't feel like two and a half years either.
I've grown (not literally, though) so much those years, it's unbelievable. Like I said to one of my colleagues, I was greener than grass when I first came in, eighteen years old and fresh out of high school. I've gained a lot of expierence, learned a lot about myself, about other people, but most of all I learned to open up my mouth.
Last week I finally got the validation to that I felt I've deserved for a long time, my dad said, well, what I just said myself. It's strange that it means more when my dad acknowledges something, too.
Whenever he's around I get nervous, and I don't notice it until after he's gone again and I feel myself relax. I don't do it on purpose and it's not something that my dad does or doesn't do that gets me nervous, it's just something that's always been in me. It's a good thing we don't live in the same house anymore and I only see him once a week.
"Turn down the memories of yester years and broken dreams, I'll be finally free." Cruz - C. Aguilera That simple line used to make me cry, I just heard it again, funny what iTunes comes up with when it's on random. :)
Stolen from fly_meaway
Bold the movies you've seen, italic the ones you've seen part of, underline the ones you have and add three.
01. Trainspotting
02. Shrek
03. M
04. Dogma
05. Strictly Ballroom
06. The Princess Bride
07. Love Actually
08. The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Rings (LotR extended box thingy even! And it's great!!)
09. The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
10. The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
11. Reservoir Dogs
12. Desperado
13. Swordfish
14. Kill Bill Vol. 1
15. Donnie Darko
16. Spirited Away
17. Better Than Sex
18. Sleepy Hollow
19. Pirates of the Caribbean
20. The Eye
21. Requiem for a Dream
22. Dawn of the Dead
23. The Pillow Book
24. The Italian Job
25. The Goonies
26. Baseketball
27. The Spice Girls Movie(Eww! hehe)
28. Army of Darkness
29. The Color Purple
30. The Safety of Objects
31. Can't Hardly Wait
32. Mystic Pizza
33. Finding Nemo
34. Monsters Inc.
35. Circle of Friends
36. Mary Poppins
37. The Bourne Identity
38. Forrest Gump
39. A Clockwork Orange
40. Kindergarten Cop
41. On The Line
42. My Big Fat Greek Wedding
43. Final Destination
44. Sorority Boys
45. Urban Legend
46. Cheaper by the Dozen
47. Fierce Creatures
48. Dude, Where's My Car
49. Ladyhawke
50. Ghostbusters
51. Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
52. Back to the Future (Mom's a big Micheal J. Fox fan so I was kind of forced...;))
53. An Affair To Remember
54. Somewhere In Time
55. North By Northwest
56. Moulin Rouge
57. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
58. The Wizard of Oz
59. Zoolander
60. A Walk to Remember
61. Chicago
62. Vanilla Sky
63. The Sweetest Thing
64. Don't Tell Mom the Babysitters Dead
65. The Nightmare Before Christmas
66. Chasing Amy
67. Edward Scissorhands
68. Adventures of Priscilla: Queen of the Desert
69. Muriel's Wedding
70. Croupier
71. Blade Runner
72. Cruel Intentions
73. Ocean's Eleven
74. Magnolia
75. Fight Club
76. Beauty and The Beast
77. Much Ado About Nothing
78. Dirty Dancing
79. Gladiator
80. Ever After
81. Braveheart
82. What Lies Beneath
83. Regarding Henry
84. The Dark Crystal
85. Star Wars (the orginial aka episode 4)
86. The Birds
87. Beaches
88. Cujo
89. Maid In Manhattan
90. Labyrinth
91. Thoroughly Modern Millie
92. His Girl Friday
93. Being John Malkovich
94. Run Lola Run
95. The Color of Paradise
96. Ghost in the shell
97. Tron
98. Tomb raider
99. Almost Famous
100. Alice in Wonderland (Disney Version)
101. Dr. Strangelove
102. Kairo
103. Stir of Echoes
104. Lilo & Stitch
105. Brazil
106. Heathers
107. Talk to Her
108. Memento
109. Young Frankenstein
110. The Rocky Horror Picture Show
111. Mulholland drive
112. Dogville
113. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
114. Lost in Translation
115. Some like it Hot
116. Punch-drunk love
117. Gohatto
118. Full Metal Jacket
119. Death on the Nile
117. Practical Magic
118. Amélie
119. Butterfly Effect
120. Cast Away
121. Tangled
122. Frequency
123. The Others
124. American Beauty
125. The Last Samurai
126. Ghost World
127. Taxi Driver
128. The Royal Tenenbaums
129. Cube
130. Nosferatu
131. Nuovo cinema Paradiso
132. Koroshiya Ichi
133. The Thing (John Carpenter)
134. Jûbei Ninpûchô (a.k.a. Ninja Scroll)
135. The Kingdom (all parts)
136. Wir Kinder Vom Bahnhof Zoo
137. Secretary
138. Hellraiser
139. Avalon
140. Heat
141. Out of Africa
142. True Romance
143. Goodbye Lenin
144. Vengo
145. Pulp Fiction
146. Crazy/Beautiful
147. Grease
148. Lock Stock & Two Smoking Barrels
149. Four rooms
150. Festen
151. Tillsammans/Together
152. Central Do Brasil
153. Closer
154. Rounders
155. Sliding doors
156. Stand by me
157. The shawshank redemption
158. The green mile
159. Velvet Goldmine
160. Dracula 2000
161. King Arthur
162. Hedwig and the Angry Inch
163. Top Secret!
164. The Virgin Suicides
165. Camelot
166. The Emperor's Wife
167. Gormenghast
168. Singin' in the Rain
169. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
170. Team America: World Police
171. 42nd Street
172. Crossing Delancy
173. 50 First Dates
174. Garden State
175. Saved!
176. Mean Creek
177. Kalifornia
178. Bubba Ho-tep
179. Minority Report
180. Young Guns
181. The Big Lebowski
182. Shaun of the Dead
183. Night of the Living Dead (original)
184. Napoleon Dynamite
185. Unfaithful
186. Stepmom
187. Notting Hill
188. 21 Grams
189. Interview with the Vampire
190. Legally Blonde
191. Dead Poets Society