Single? What now?
I like this whole single thing. I forgot the niceness of it.
After 8 months in a relationship that was probably way too serious for my age and level of experience (i.e. none), I kind of lost my personality. Which of course being lost I didn't realize. And no one told me either. If they noticed. It was weird, it got to the point where I couldn't even tell that I was not happy.
And I definitely was not happy the last two months.
It was kind of nice getting sucked up into something bigger than myself, only not so much.
I really need to learn when to let things go. I thought about breaking up in December, February, March, and April. I probably should have. I need to not be like my mother and know when to get out of something bad.
So, I'm kinda glad he broke up with me in that weird mature retrospective way. Of course in the immature retrospective way, if he decided he wanted me back I would probably cave. But hopefully that will go away. Hope hope hope. Pretty sure it went away...
Right-o.
Am participating in the Summer Musical again. No lead this time... I think I might be happy about that. The director kind of broke me last year. It was probably good for me though. The Unsinkable Molly Brown....I really hope its good.
4th of July! Something interesting always happens on the 4th.
So this whole being a lifeguard thing is nice in the money way, but depressing in the tan way. I so loved being really pale.
Halfway through Season 3 of Buffy....I still can't believe I splurged so much for the series.