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Managing to finish a vid always puts me back in vidding mode, even if I did finish/release it on Passover/Easter weekend (nothing will ever beat my record in bad timing like finishing a vid on New Years Eve though), because I am not good with realizing that people who are not me actually celebrate holidays.
Anyway, I have timelines! Open! It's very exciting...but. I have decided to get my VVC premiere in order, so that I can work on my auction vids without that deadline looming over my head. And. The vid on my hard drive that is both closest to being finished and that I would want at Vividcon is...the Homeland vid.
And it sort of terrifies me. I have thoughts and feelings about these characters and this story and they are fucking complicated...and way, way out of my comfort zone. I'm generally good at vidding my feelings, but they are also usually pretty straightforward. I am not what you would call a complicated person. What if I can't do it? What if it turns out a confusing mess? What if I do finish it and the end result is just kind of meh, and the entire audience yawns their way through it and golf claps at the end despite my sitting over here bleeding on the timeline?
God. I blame Damian Lewis and Claire Danes for crawling in my brain and refusing to let go. Can I sue for that, do you think? A good lawyer could run with emotional trauma, right?
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Anyway, I have timelines! Open! It's very exciting...but. I have decided to get my VVC premiere in order, so that I can work on my auction vids without that deadline looming over my head. And. The vid on my hard drive that is both closest to being finished and that I would want at Vividcon is...the Homeland vid.
And it sort of terrifies me. I have thoughts and feelings about these characters and this story and they are fucking complicated...and way, way out of my comfort zone. I'm generally good at vidding my feelings, but they are also usually pretty straightforward. I am not what you would call a complicated person. What if I can't do it? What if it turns out a confusing mess? What if I do finish it and the end result is just kind of meh, and the entire audience yawns their way through it and golf claps at the end despite my sitting over here bleeding on the timeline?
God. I blame Damian Lewis and Claire Danes for crawling in my brain and refusing to let go. Can I sue for that, do you think? A good lawyer could run with emotional trauma, right?
This entry was originally posted at http://fan-eunice.dreamwidth.org/298245.html. (
comments) Comment wherever you want.